11 Oct 2019, 12:55 am
13 Oct 2019, 9:58 pm
When reality gets to be too much , all that maybe left , to a surviving mind , may just be humour. Find it where you can .
Personally when my dexterity starts to go away , and after dropping the same thing three times in a row .. the definition of neurosis comes to mind .. doing the same thing over and over again and expecting it to be different?
Eventually mind & body get together and i become successful in handling a mere spoon. Often this is my real life. Tired of sadness crying and learning to laugh at myself. Especially when alone. Lol sorry on housing situation.
Things change , it is the only constant . Imho
Sorry I missed your quote. My roommate was walking all over me & I lost my cool, I've been too reserved recently.
I'm hardly welcome in my own house, if I keep working I should buy a place instead of renting. My roommate is shaming me over my condition(s) & prioritizing me below her internet boyfriend.
I guess I lost a friend for all I really know.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
13 Oct 2019, 10:23 pm
14 Oct 2019, 12:55 am
14 Oct 2019, 12:59 am
14 Oct 2019, 9:40 am
I just texted my bad roommate that she has 2 weeks to convince me not to move out. I don't pay $750 every month for nothing. I can afford half the house's rent anyway & I'm not the guy who's going to put up with hatred & disrespect under his roof.
I was friends with her for years, she made that pretty much impossible. My roommate walled me off from my social life & took advantage of me. All she's here to do is chain smoke & ruin my weekend. She can't tell me what to do & I can tell her I'll press charges.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
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14 Oct 2019, 9:43 am
14 Oct 2019, 9:50 am
I'll save some cash & have an easier life. I'm realistically not leaving, she can put up or shut up. I just do not care about this person anymore. I'm seen as that special freak in the corner & people like her are responsible.
f*****g psychologists.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
14 Oct 2019, 10:50 am
14 Oct 2019, 11:06 am
If she wants to stay there are going to be rules.
_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
14 Oct 2019, 11:09 am
14 Oct 2019, 11:24 am
Nah, outside is already the smoking zone. 
I think it's mostly blown over, the message is out there that I see such problems as a waste of energy that I'm not even going to put 5 minutes into. I don't put up with passive aggression, gaslighting, stealing my weed, setting my bedtime or anything of the sort. I take orders from nobody & I work extremely hard to keep things that way. I don't want anyone in my life who can't deal with how I live it.
Also, the American medical establishment can kiss my ass forever & for all eternity.
_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
14 Oct 2019, 12:31 pm
Ugh. I don't even want to go home. I went to work early and I might leave late.
_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
14 Oct 2019, 3:07 pm
Frankly I spent most of my life already in a totally unacceptable living situation. It stopped for about six months but today it's clear that I invested too much upfront in changing things. I'm a minimalist, I can live in a Mercedes van. A Merc is classier than my house & I would have time for bikes & skiing.
Normalcy is no longer worth anything to me.
_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
14 Oct 2019, 5:47 pm
I was friends with her for years, she made that pretty much impossible. My roommate walled me off from my social life & took advantage of me. All she's here to do is chain smoke & ruin my weekend. She can't tell me what to do & I can tell her I'll press charges.
This is very awkward situation .. would serious consider preparing " Ex-Parte paperwork filled out ." Never hurts to be prepared . Give a inch , they will take a mile. Be seriously prepared to make time to address the legal filing.
14 Oct 2019, 5:55 pm
