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there is so much hostility in the l & d forum. it is a zoo.

This seems weird and I don't know if it's enough to count as a rant but...

Seeing you guys ranting like this made me find it fun...As you're pressing all of your rages into a tiny piece of message...

Is it enjoyable to rant on a forum?

I think so!This forum looks very enjoyable~~ -laughs-

sometimes i just want to die its wrong but i just cant help these feelings. i get so tired of everything.

I have to take Prednisone for 6 days, and it is really messing with my mind! I have been crying about everything, and feel really tired and disoriented - not my usual self at all. I wish modern medicine didn't purport to help you, but instead give you a slew of side effects that really f**k up your life!

got my hair cut and dyed. got a nice perfume and some more jewelry; more purses too. nice shoes and clothes. new everything. i like dressing up when i have the time. i used to hate it at times, but now it's fun.

im so ready to move on. it won't hurt forever. classes start monday. im up for meeting some new friends. who knows, maybe i will find something more than that.

time to be happy and optimistic. =]

i buy my possums fresh corn cobettes from woolworths every 2 days. they come in packs of 9 in a plastic tray sealed with cling wrap. they cost $4.98.
over the past 3 weeks, the corn has been disgustingly unfresh on about 6 occasions!!
my possums are so glad to see me and i break open the seal and take cobs out to hand to them, and they grab the cobs in their little hands eagerly, and they start to eat, and then they drop the cobs and look confused.
the first time it happened, i smelled the corn and it smelled old and unfresh. it had that slightly fermented smell about it. also the cobs felt greasy and waxy, so i was so sorry i handed those cobs to the possums.
but now it has happened regularly over the last 3 weeks, and i am disgusted.
i certainly would not eat the corn myself as it smells like alcohol, and woolworths describe themselves as the "fresh food people" and they use little kids in most of their ads who happily munch away at what is being advertised.

i am enraged that a corporation who dominates the market in australia and produces ads that are so expensive and professional and that hoodwink most people into believing they are true to their word, sell stuff that even possums reject.

they have swamped all their competition by selling their stuff at lower prices than wholesale price, and their competitors can not compete and go out of business, and as soon as that happens, their prices skyrocket, and they sell garbage quality stuff to a local population that has nowhere else to shop.

and the government is oblivious to it.

the world is full of bastards who are only interested in dollars.

Every. Single. Person who I love ends up disappearing. I'm sick of it.

people everywhere are drinking bottled water these days, so i decided to go to the store to get a bottle to see what it tastes like.
i was irritated that not one of the bottles i looked at had a use-by date on it. there is no way i am going to buy a bottle if i do not know how long it has been sitting on the shelf !

Dear Morgan,

I'm quite annoyed. We were doing good all the way up to Thursday August 19th. In fact that night we did things I cant say here, only in the adult forum. Then that Friday "I am really stressed out about my dad, and maybe we should take a break." Next day, she's already dating again. WTF? Then you get all pissy at me, like why can't I be happy. Because you dumb b***h, you ripped my heart out, put it in a blender, drank it, then pooped it out. I loved you. I still do, and I'm still in love with you. But you are so "happy" with your new dumb*** boyfriend. "Oh I miss him so much, he's the greatest." Yea you said the same dang thing about me when we first started dating.

You want me to date again, so that you won't have to deal with the stress of having to choose between two different guys. I know you still love me. I don't know if you're in love with me anymore, but if you aren't just say something damn it. Don't act like the problem doesn't exist. If the world was going to blow up in seven days, and you ignored it, doesn't change the fact that it'll happen. If you wanted a break, and you wanted some space, then why are you dating someone else new (after 3 other guys in the past 2 weeks). What lies did you tell him? I hope he dumps your sorry ass because you're so clingy.

You wonder why all the guys just like you for your body, yet you take pictures clearly portraying your 36D boobs. If you want guys to take you seriously and not for your looks, don't post "sexy" pictures. No one will have that "connection" with you because they're neurotypical and you and I are not. I'm sorry I quit my job, I'm sorry I'm just okay looking, but I promise that I will give you more love than anyone you've ever dated.

However, you feel the need to push me away. It's the stupid BPD and I can't do anything about it. You like all the attention you can get, you always have. I'd like to say a bunch of things to you but they're not appropriate in this forum. I just don't get it. Why must everything be so complicated????

I just want things to go back to the way the were before that Thursday. Before that Thursday, everything was good. I don't know how I seem to be "smothering" you know, when you liked all the attention before. I guess I'll just have to get over your dumb***. I hope some guy gets you pregnant.

Love,

your friend James.

dear person who formerly weighed 200+ lbs,

i know you've lost a lot of weight in the last 10 years and have even officially become manorexic. but for the love of god, quit taking cheap shots at fat people. it's terrible that some of them won't give up their seat on the subway for the elderly people, but to point out they're so fat they're taking up two seats and to make a bad segue about how they could use the exercise? (standing is a form of exercise now???)

that, my friend, is NOT cool.

and here you are always whining about gay people always being persecuted by narrow-minded people who won't understand where you're coming from.

JESUS f*****g CHRIST, IS EVERY ATTEMPT THAT I MAKE TO COMMUNICATE WITH ANYONE GOING TO GET NO RESPONSE?!
I swear that the world wants me to become an hero.
I will not buy an iPod; if I lost it that would just be the last straw.

NT family members get a kick out of watching us squirm. I bet that my mum hasn't even noticed that I've actually talked more to my dad, this summer. I have a new nickname for my mum. Charlie Babbit, from Rain Man.

Koliko glup moraš biti da vjeruješ ljudima???

i want to know why it's SO EFFING HARD to find RL groups for AS in my area. it's not like i live in the boonies. even the meetup group in central florida is full and not accepting new members. how's a body supposed to find others like themselves around here?!?!

AND i'm disgusted with how it seems a person can't sit in a public place and read without every Joe Schmoe wanting to chat incessantly about nothing?! I'm trying to read - isn't that a social cue NOT to bother me??? duh!

/rant

f**k the world. A reassuring female figure should be my mother. Not this poor woman living in Italy with a husband and a child, whom I listen every night on her videos. I told her and she doesn't answer. This is logical. We don't answer to this crazy thing. As I would say, putain de bordel de merde !