Suicide and revenge

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Warning! Heavy thoughts.

I'm sort of glad I don't live in the US these days because if I did I would own guns.

If I owned guns I probably would have shot myself by now out of the despair that we all know.

But.. when I think of offing myself I know I am "free". I have nothing to lose.

Imagine this: You need a heart transplant but your medical insurer refused the operation. So you find the sucker who made the decision and blow him away. "You kill me I kill you"

Some SOB has driven you out of business and laughs at you.

A crooked cop or judge has sent you to jail for 20 years for a crime you didn't commit.

You are 25 years old so you find the pedophile priest who molested you when you were a ten year old alter boy.

Your ex-wife lied and said you molested your children so that she could get custody and all your money.

So if you have nothing left to lose then why not "lose it" and take the bastards with you?

Because of this, from Walt Whitman's Leaves of Grass, which is true:

The song is to the singer, and comes back most to him;
The teaching is to the teacher, and comes back most to him; 85
The murder is to the murderer, and comes back most to him;
The theft is to the thief, and comes back most to him;
The love is to the lover, and comes back most to him;
The gift is to the giver, and comes back most to him—it cannot fail;
The oration is to the orator, the acting is to the actor and actress, not to the audience; 90
And no man understands any greatness or goodness but his own, or the indication of his own.

A better revenge would be to live a successful life.

That's a really positive way of looking at things Lene.

Tempting as it is there's nothing to be gained from ending it all.

It's just so hard

Killing yourself is not a good way to get revenge. If you feel the urge to get back at someone then killing yourself will prevent you enjoying watching the results of your handiwork.

If you very badly want to make people who messed you around get upset and fume, then oftein the best way is to live a honest, decent and successful life where you are having a good time. If someone has tried to mess up your life out of spite then seeing how their efforts have failed so badly will be likely to upset them.

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Diagnosed under the DSM5 rules with autism spectrum disorder, under DSM4 psychologist said would have been AS (299.80) but I suspect that I am somewhere between 299.80 and 299.00 (Autism) under DSM4.

when will it END?

i keep telling people, death is not another place

you cant reside IN death, and relish in your revenge, you cant rest in death, you cant lay back and take a breather cus DEAD PEOPLE DONT BREATHE.

THEY ARE DEAD.

so... now ive said it again, and in a week from noe some idiot will come along, and tell everyone what an awesome idea suicide is, cus you can relax when your dead, and laugh at the losers.

okay, just for writing that, im gonna make sure nobody gets the wrong idea: no, you can not laugh at losers when your dead, cus dead people cant laugh. sigh...