I've decided to shut down my RPG...

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I've been running Wildfang for several years. It was one of the first major big cat RPGs, and for a long time it has been my entire life. But now that is over. I've finally admitted to myself, I'm not in the right mental state to deal with it. I'm depressed, anxious and I've lost all desire to roleplay. I've decided to close down the site and simply walk away.

I feel absolutely shattered. That RPG has meant so much to me; and now I have to let go. I hate myself for having let it get to this point. I hate myself for not doing anything to keep it up and running. I detest the pathetic, weak person who let this happen. I know that everyone else has much worse problems, and yet...I just feel like breaking down and crying.

I wish I could turn back the clock.

You'll find something new. Sometimes you just need to change occupation for a while.
Don't feel bad, everyone gets.

I played RPGs for years, admittedly I was only a cat character once The thing about losing yourself in the game is that it is very alluring.

So I just thought i'd say that I can relate. Quitting the game is a major change. Take care.