Fears and Anxietys

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I was just curious if anyone can relate. I often get anxieties that people can't relate to me in so many different ways like personality type and or sense of humor or people being angry with me and want to find me and destroy me and my interests because I'm different.

I've definitely had trouble with people not getting my sense of humor... not just other AS/HFAs, but general population.

But never had anyone want to destroy me or my interests... by and large I think most folks can't be bothered. If I don't bother them, they don't bother me.

It's a nice arrangement.

I'm an as*hole so nobody will like me personality wise. I find that the only way I won't be annoying to people is when I'm quiet and reserved. I think when I was in the 5th grade and under I was somewhat social except I can remember I hella bothered the other kids. Just can't find the right balance between talking too much and talking too little. Better talk little so noone judges you. However now due to keeping quiet all the time I have social anxiety/phobia. Ahh, I'm stuck in a paradox in this matter . Personality is SOOO hard to change !