Depression leading to antisocial and psychotic behaviors.

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riseabove
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14 Sep 2009, 6:56 am

To start this topic. I know violence and sadistic tendencies are very unusual to many aspergers, but im am worried for the welfare of myself and others. First off! Many may even doubt my diagnosis, but i assure you that i have a diagnosis. I dont want to hear people telling me im not asperger and an asperger would never be capable of such things.. blahblah.

I would think many on this site would think someone like me who has exibited so many sociopathic and psychotic behaviors wouldnt be an asperger but it is indeed my core diagnosis. ( although i might add that there are almost certainly other disorders on top)

Since this summer my fantasies and intentions have been growing increasingly morbid and some may call "sick". I feel this is one off the last places i can express myself.



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14 Sep 2009, 6:59 am

I REMIND READERS THAT I AM NOT IN ANY DANGER OF PHYSICALLY HURTING OTHERS. Sure there are fantasies but i cant see myself doing anything serious.



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14 Sep 2009, 7:24 am

I don't know what to say. All those witnesses you've been involved in looks like they left PTSD and that you don't even realize it.
(a precision: rape is not an "incident". In court, it's a criminal affair.)

So if you're all messed up like this :? , I think you should take a good look at your ideas before all.
And also get rid of the alcohol thing. I think that alcohol is not a good thing to clarify one's mind.

It looks from your post that you have a lot to get rid of to feel better. Hard work ahead, I'm afraid, sorry for you.