I just joined here, I am on another list where I wanted to share and get some support for how much better I am doing since I started chelating. They asked me to share share share, and when I did they all just criticised me, saying chelationion is BAD and that it doesn't work and that they have heard it all before!
So first I said great I don't even feel frightened of this, when I used to be afraid inside of the doorbell or the phone (outside I pretend I am fine), So I keep writing on this other list, being polite and saying what I think. They say enough already give it a break! All they want to talk about is what a pain in the ass their autism kid is and that I should work on my people skills! Great advice, what wit.
I am doing really well chelating, but I still have feelings. I didn't even know there was a big fight about it. It just helped me and my son a lot. I just wanted to find some friends who wanted to support each other and share. My life is changing so much, I am not happy just working on my computer now, I want to talk to people, I need to change my life. I don't want to hear any more crap about chelation not working and that I am a born again Christian or a Jehovahs Witness because I am happy that it has helped me.
I am down tonight. I wasn't frightened of them, but maybe I should have been? They hurt me and it has taken me a long time to know it. What kind of sick people put down people in a nasty way for their lack of people skills on an aspergers site?
Maybe I am not getting better because now I want to cry and kick that guy! I am getting better though I know. I am off all medication and I don't hardly even want asprin now. I haven't had an anxiety melt down for ages, even when I get mad. I had a fight with my husband on the weekend and still went out and made a movie with him and my kids on Sunday instead of hiding in bed for the next two days, anxious and ashamed and afraid like I used too.
I have no idea who I am writing to here, so I better shut up now. If you are listening and you feel for me or you are chelating too and want to talk about it, thanks. If not or you want to give me advice or put me down I don't want to know.
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