get out of my head!! !

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as I stated before. I lost my job. They told me it was due to lay offs and I was the last hired. I know for a fact two others were hired a week after me. But it seems they fudged the paper work and now they were hird hours before me. I do think it was because I was froced to let them know I was an aspie.
The teacher I worked with was the worset person I ever met. always calling me by my first name and every one else by their last. taking me by the hand (really! holding my hand and telling me how to do things!) Like any person needs to be told how to put paper is a binder. Every time I turn around I find she ran to the principal telling her I did something wrong and never telling me why it was wrong!

Looking back I can see that the principal and the teach that hated me were great friends. I am happy I no longer work at that school. I have found my self hunted by the year I worked in the teachers class. I 2ed guess my self on everything I do. I feel like I failed at my dream and am no longer able to do anything right. No matter what I do I hear the teachers voice talking down to me or the principals telling I will/am/did do it wrong. How do I get them out of my head!

It sucks that they ruined it for you. That's not fair.

Your not alone on those feelings OP. Second guessing yourself sux; I do it a lot. What may help is telling yourself that it is not your fault. It sounds like the teacher & principal wer out to get you instead of you getting fired for simple screwing stuff up. It would probably help if you can find a position where you are good & get acknowledged/credit for it. Understanding/realizing that people really do appreciate the work you do because you are doing it well may help. I'm not sure what you did there but maybe you could find something else that's similar in another school or maybe ask your family/friends who know you well what they think you could be good at doing; you mite be surprised

That's the wrost part, I know I did nothing wrong and bent over backwards to make class work. I know I was not in the wrong yet I am still hunted, as for jobs, no place and I mean no place is hiring around me, not even walmart! My family all saynthe same. School. I should be teaching schools how to work with none nt.