I have major depression and I have had some horrible days in my time with it but these last few days, oh my gosh I think I'm going to die, first off I'm not suicidal, second these past three to four days have been a living nightmare except for when I sleep. I literally right could not care If I lost both my legs or died in some crash it's so gosh dank horrible, I can't explain the extent of my depression right now, nothing makes me happy, I may laugh or joke around but I'm still miserable, no matter what I can't get feel rested, my body hurts, I never knew I could feel this bad. What makes things worse is the anti depression med I have was just doubled? I've been sleeping most of the days away for the past week because it's the only time I'm free from my pain, what should I do, it's chemical depression, but I tell my mom it's worse much worse and she just says yeah that's what you said last time, and I have screwed up a few times and taken the wrong meds but they only should have made me sleepy? Pls help?
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