After having been on somemany drugs can i ever hope to be me

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After having been on somemany drugs can i ever hope to be me again? the garbage i was on took away so much. i just a shell of my former self. all my special abilities gone. i just feel and think nothing and am getting used to the nothing. is possible become supergenius again or do have look forward to a life of being retarted? im sorry if wierded everyone out with all those posts, the things i said happened were true, but things calmed down since then. can anyone help an aspie in despair?

I think you just need to get back into the swing of things.

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Here's my impression of that.


Dude: "I am scared that I may have brain damage, I hate being numb all the time, especially considering my mind used to be an ocean of beautiful and/or articulate and/or extravagent thinking."

Would be Advisor: "Eh, You'll get used to it."


Sorry you're having a tough time dude. you might talk to a doctor about getting you on some anti-depressants, as I am sure you are depressed. This is likely to put some pep in your step as well as your brain. Try to live and think healthily and your brain will heal up in time. Trauma can change a person but there is no reason to think that the old you will be better than what you are and will become.

What is your supergenius? I really want to know.

139 or was.

get used to it? if you had a million dollars and lost it would you try to get it back.
the old me was me. i put i good chunk of my life into my mind. i just can give it up. plus if dont get my mind back i pretty much have to look forward a lifetime of sweeping floors. i dont think i clarified this before it was legal drugs proscribed by a doctor, an anti depressessant included, that caused this.
thanks though
you know. can get at least close to me, the core, i dont expect you know a genie to drop into my lap, but you know get back the basics of me.

Once you are weaned off of the medications that are causing the problems and they have time to get out of your system, you shouldn't have any lasting problems because of them. I've never seen that happen. Most have a very short half life.

But you need to talk to your doctor about weaning off of them since it's hard to know what symptoms you were having for needing them in the first place.

i did come off the last batch but too fast. i had to i was put me out of it and was making me nuts. i had a brief window between the last batch and the most recent where i started to come back like totally. but i got stuck on the last stuff and had to come off asap before being doomed forever to mindless chemical fog. its the previous batch thats got me worried it was on it that i lost my as gifts
and most of my mind. it was so bad that the right side of my brain just quit and the left took over. i know i felt it , plus i was lefthanded for about two weeks. i
nothing can make you not as can it? at some point i can revert to being as again? im sorry if i sound whiny i just being out of it since the president had an 75% approval rating, i just want to be me again in the worst possible way. i cant even do my interests.

No medication can change you from having AS into being an NT. Most of these medications, as I've said, do have a very short half life. That means they don't last long. But you need to be weaned very slowly, and under a doctor's supervision. Going off too quickly or 'cold turkey' can hurt you. When my husband was weaned off of Prozac, he took a tablet a day for a week, then 1/2 a day for a week, then 1/4th a day for a week, then 1/4th every other day for a week, he had no side effects from going off too quickly. But don't do it on your own. Ask your doctor to help. What you're feeling about losing your abilities is not true, only temporary. Once they are out of your system, your mind will be back as it was before.

I don't know what problems you were having to have needed these medications, so talk to your doctor about weaning off please, don't do it on your own.

in between i took some l cartinine- wich causes nerve growth.

its might have given me motor and voice coordinonation
the motor is great, the voice is not it means not being able to do voices accents and impressions

thank you. if i really do recover, i will become a force of nature. as genuis and nt physical coordintion.

Is that an IQ of 139?

I've never heard of a drug that can cause such a thing. Sounds very peculiar. I think the last thing I would want for myself is more nerves. But thats just me.

Whats the point of taking all these medications if all you want is to get off them? Like pzrn said, the drugs are very unlikely to have any lasting effect after withdrawal.

I don't look forward to a life of sweeping floors either. I guess the question is, what other way can you generate income?

im not taking them but i still am getting anything back, or anything right.

I was invonlutarily placed on them.

the very first a long time ago, i was suffering from a hypothyroidism, adrenal failure and eating way to much casien and gluten, plus overloading on coffee wich depleted b-12.

my mind just dissociation, and i was stuck on zyprexa didnt know what it was no one told it was a nueroleptic, no informed consent, they made me sign things i didnt know what i was signing
and from their i was doomed just stuck on one thing to the next, completly unable to say no
at the total mercy of those in charge, no one listened to a word a had to say, everyone ignored that i was degrading and losing my intelligence and ability, i think they actually enjoyed seeing me turned into a compliant little nothing.
the the last one was easier than the others but still bad it enabled me to get vitamins and supplements wich brought my mind back enough to get off.
i had a two 2 withdrawal and for a few weeks my mind was trying reconstitiute itself but didnt know how
i was stuck in clinic where they forcibly medicated me with the most evil stuff in existant i told them i was allergic to everything
one of wich gave me a siezure so what did they do they quadrupled the dose.

i got off as best i could as soon as i came home.

Hey, I just wanted to say that you sound a heck of a lot better than you did before. I certainly see signs that your rationality is returning. I dont doubt that with time, your full abilities will return.

Good luck on your recovery!

thanks though "rational" isnt what i want, i was equal parts logic emotion instint intuiton blended with emotion dominating blended with together into a perfect mix
right now i have talk to think rather than use my mind.

there are concepts like that are not rational
Sirituality, good and evil
or pi but thier real any way
their certain personality traits i want back that might seem not normal to the average person
being paranoid for instance. yeah i know its sounds not right but it was valuable skill and personality trait, helped me protect myself from getting hurt
it helped me antipated future problems
egomania


the things i said before are true
the old posts represented a deformed me
now its a non-description non person

me but in a fog with most of my faculties turn off
i just went overboard posting

my faculties are still turned off
i seem to be adjusting to a lesser state rather than regain them.

its an over the counter supplement
acetly-l-carnitne
it occurs naturally in the brain
as are defecient
it will flesh parts of the brain anyone on the spectrum is defecient in
same with insone