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03 Aug 2010, 4:58 pm

I used to go there when I wanted to be safe, now when I draw what it looks like, I can't even get that right. I never should have learned to draw because it just provides fodder to them. You can say what you want about it I don't care. You can say that it sucks and that its s**t. I don't care. I'm burning it all and I'll laugh. I might as well burn that 250 page piece of s**t screenplay. All my sketchbooks? Gone. All my suits? Gone
My weapons? Gone. It just isn't a good thing anymore. Watch, after I die someone will discover all of it and say: "Wow this guy was f****d up in the head. Oh well, glad he's dead." That's why I'm burning it.



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03 Aug 2010, 5:09 pm

you big diva



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03 Aug 2010, 5:23 pm

OneStepBeyond wrote:
you big diva


I'm not a woman.



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03 Aug 2010, 5:33 pm

Ackman wrote:
OneStepBeyond wrote:
you big diva


I'm not a woman.
divo?...


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03 Aug 2010, 6:55 pm

OneStepBeyond wrote:
you big diva


Eh, I guess I agree. Ackman, you're a great person simply because you are a person. Please stop being negative all the time. We understand you are hurting and that you want sympathy. We sympathize for you, for we all struggle. However, most of us do something about it. Can you do something about it in a safe way?


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03 Aug 2010, 7:02 pm

OneStepBeyond wrote:
you big diva


This is a support board. I'm all for calling people out, but this forum is called, "haven." This is the safe place to vent. Grow a pair and grow up.

Ackman,

I get you. I can feel the frustration you have for your interests. Your creativity, your art, your drawing. Your weapons. As someone who had the same visions, the same frustrations, please don't give up. It's easy to say "don't be too hard on yourself," but in five years "they" won't be worth a hill of s**t. There are people who appreciate what you can do. Mature, educated people. People who see the world like you do. Many of them are here, some are in your future, you just haven't met them yet.

The things that you did to bring value into the world, to bring creativity, those are the things that will make you who you are in the future. They come to define you, they are your accomplishments, whether "they" recognize it or not.

Stay strong. Know you are not alone


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03 Aug 2010, 7:10 pm

By them, I meant my family.



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03 Aug 2010, 8:00 pm

Ackman, you're free to join my world.


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04 Aug 2010, 12:22 am

If you feel you must get rid of your Creedonian artifacts for yourself, do what is necessary.

I just hope you're not still folding for the so-called critics. After you die, people will more likely just see these things simply as a part of you. I think you have it in you to lead a successful and interesting life. Hardly the kind of person that would be mocked by those he left behind.



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04 Aug 2010, 6:47 am

It's your world; why does it matter what other people think of it? If it makes you happy and gives you a safe place to retreat into, then ignore the opinions of idiots.


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