Dennis wrote:
I had to go to a psych ward for the 3rd time within a year last week and was in the ward for a week. At least I didn't attempt suicide to go there this time although if I hadn't been in the ward I would have.
I felt better near the end of the psych ward stay but a few days after getting out I'm back to feeling bored, anxious, depressed, irritated, lethargic, etc.
I got rejected by a girl I shouldn't have been attracted to in the first place. Even my bad ideas fail. That was the main cause of the psych ward thing.
I still wish I could function semi-normally but feel too crappy to do so most of the time.
Nearly all my relatives are pissed at each other now. Nobody's mad at me but I dislike most of them for being so stupid.
I hate life.
sounds like you have some mixed freelings going on? i hope you are able to sort them out and that you feel better.
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