The movie Inception, and I guess that many of you have probably watched this movie. A movie where dreams were to be shared and the most wildest thoughts of dimensions and parallel. And in this movie, the charactors were able to access 3-4 stages of dreams. And the deepest stage: Limbo... And right now, I'm in the middle of it.
I may not be able to dream as deeply as the charactors in the movie(well, they had the aid of strong sleeping medication), but till today, I'm in ways, "lock in this dreamy world". I don't feel awake, even the times I have strong shots of expresso & ritalin and I'm active and exercising, all the time, I'm like in another world. In limbo, as the main character explained.
Also, in terms of limbo, I'm not really sure what to do for a living. I try to focus on my strenths such as graphic design & photography, but in truth, I really don't know what to do. I love gliders, but there's no way of making money from them, they're a hobby. And in gliding competitions, you don't make money.
My classes are waaayy too fast for me. I can't catch up that well. I tried asking questions and such. And I automatically restreat to my own limbo! And by the way things are in the horrid outside world...
I still love the faculty, but the only problem is the learning pace. I'm much slower... And fearing that it may take me a whole decade or two just to get my degree...
10 Sep 2010, 7:07 am
