i need to type something about what happen about 20 hours ago. i need to do something. i'm dan, the humanoid part and louie is a 14 or 15 year old bassett hound mixed with maybe half a dozen other breeds.
louie was a bait dog used by dog fighters. he was brought to our small animal shelter by two young ladies who had 'acquired' him. he was a real mess. we worked with him for a month or so and finally he was ready for our adoption area. he had gained about 20 lbs, had his wounds taken care of, had been freed of parasites and had learned to trust that no one was automatically going to hurt him.
he stayed 3 months in the adoption area. no one asked about him. maybe too many scars, maybe not trusting everyone, or ? we thought louie was 4 or 5 years old and so did our visiting veterinarians.
3 months is a long time in an open admission shelter....so his time was considered over. on his last day, i could not let this happen. his death would be too much for me so i took louie home with me.
it was hard for the first couple of years. i had been seriously injured and could barely take care of myself when he first came home with me . being the dork that i am, 6 months after his adoption i was in a car crash and broke my neck.
louie was very patient with me and became my constant companion. we went everywhere together. i finally knew what love meant.
it's now 10 years later and louie is very old. i cherish every day with him. his doctors both love louie and would see him frequently, so he lacked for nothing.
20 hours ago he drops to the floor without warning. he urinates on himself. he tries to get up but cannot. his eyes are not focused. i am sure he has had a stroke of some sort and overcome my panic and call his 'first' vet. i am unable to speak, for various reasons, but she knows who it is and clears a block of time for louie. i carry him to the car and rush to her surgery. we are there most of the day with, as you might expect, inconclusive results. the only defining test for stroke are ct or mri, but he is in no condition for either. all other parameters are nominal for him. it's 99% certain a 'brain attack', only thing that 'fits'.
he is slowly improving and can stand and walk. ok, stumble. it is as if he has just woken from anesthesia. he will not eat but will drink small amounts of water. nothing to do but wait. he may continue to recover or he may not. to know love is to eventually know pain. louie has cat sisters and they are responding by being very nervous. they do not bother him. they know.
i am in a daze but cannot give up and go crazy. i must do everything possible to help him. he would do it for me.
thanks for listening.