I'm Not Worth s**t

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14 Oct 2010, 4:33 pm

I've been feeling a strong hate twoards myself. I've tried so many things to improve myself, but no matter what I don't feel like an important person. Everytime I have a problem, my mom says "I need space, I'm not in a talkative mood" I try to respect that and then I get so angry I call myself a c**t over and over again in my head.

I also hate my f*****g school! The people are such douche bags. When I try to talk about video games and Neopets they say "well if you were my kid..." or "those are bad for you" One time a teacher was bashing me for playing video games and I told him "Next time you bash me, think about how many hours you spend on farmville and how much American Idol and crap you watch" and got yelled at.

Needless to say I'm a worthless little c**t and I hate myself.

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14 Oct 2010, 4:40 pm

It sounds like it is Their problem, they won't
open their eyes, they see you with closed
eyes and can't see past the wart on their
noses.

I just yell back, well I probably shoodent
but my controller is broken.

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14 Oct 2010, 5:17 pm

Ahh the memories. Brandy what do you want to take on a deserted island? (This was a class question in middle school to get to know everyone) ALL my Pokemon stuff! My Pokemon games,toy,trading cards. The teacher looked confused Pokemon what's that? Another student said it was something stupid. My teacher then said choose something else. I don't remember what I chose probably something stupid LOL! I've always stood out as not being interested in things the other kids are interested in. I was into Barney into 3rd grade LONG after kids got over him,and I was into Pokemon into my teens. I collected toys for the longest and played with action figures until my dad made me throw away all my toys. :-( Then I got really into videogames. Action figures are a lot cheaper than video games LOL! :-)

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14 Oct 2010, 5:17 pm

Do you have someone to talk to in real life besides your mom?

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14 Oct 2010, 5:57 pm

xxZeromancerlovexx wrote:

I've been feeling a strong hate twoards myself. I've tried so many things to improve myself, but no matter what I don't feel like an important person. Everytime I have a problem, my mom says "I need space, I'm not in a talkative mood" I try to respect that and then I get so angry I call myself a c**t over and over again in my head.

I also hate my f***ing school! The people are such douche bags. When I try to talk about video games and Neopets they say "well if you were my kid..." or "those are bad for you" One time a teacher was bashing me for playing video games and I told him "Next time you bash me, think about how many hours you spend on farmville and how much American Idol and crap you watch" and got yelled at.

Needless to say I'm a worthless little c**t and I hate myself.

I understand where you're coming from. There is nothing wrong with you, it is hard to see this when people act badly towards you but it is the truth.

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15 Oct 2010, 11:04 am

Teachers can be idiots. They must not be doing their job if you are more interested in video games than their class. Classic blame shifting. Teacher blames his inability to teach on your not understanding of the subject (or your apathy toward it). I can see why it's hard for you to trust ANYONE. I'm glad you can at least trust this forum.

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15 Oct 2010, 12:44 pm

School sucks. Are there any counselors at your school that you can talk to? I've seen some pretty decent school counselors, in my time.

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15 Oct 2010, 6:32 pm

well i am still at high school (my last year) and i used to hate myself for being bullied and being a social outcast but i overcame it
well its not really the best way
but i started thinking i hated myself but i hated everyone at school ever 10000000000000 times more
yea but if a teachers bullying you go talk to the deans or a principle
A teacher bullying is totally unacceptable

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