utherdoul,
You are describing life! If the one you love doesn't truly love you then shut the door in their face never contact them again and use your will power to do that.
There are some people who are worthless of any minute you would give them, but I'm sure if you looked enough or even waited enough you could find those who are worthy of your time and love.
Enjoy your drink. But don't let it take over you.
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From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.