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utherdoul
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29 Oct 2010, 4:17 pm

I just started drinking Vodka. I don't know how much best friend I've ever found. I just dont care about anything or anyone. All my worries everything all nicely wiped away. I just wish I had my valium that'd make a nice combo. Got my netflix who needs anyone and who cares. b***h leaves me takes so much of me in finances and in my self I don't care about her now. I thought all I cared about was money I wish I could be like that. I wish I didn't have to love why do I have to love? Everyiones going to ignore me. Can't really see straight. Such a good family such a good life how did I become such a f**kup? One fat b***h I can't get over. Who cares I don't even think I do? Hit the bottle maybe I won't wake up. Quarter of a bottle nobody cares. Feels so good can't think. Nobody will hlep me. Why don't I have a gun could feel like this forever.

Nobody cares. Just a fat piece of trash why wont' someobody kill me. I'll pay somebody to kill me.



emlion
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29 Oct 2010, 4:31 pm

You type well whilst drinking.



Nagy
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29 Oct 2010, 5:22 pm

utherdoul,
You are describing life! If the one you love doesn't truly love you then shut the door in their face never contact them again and use your will power to do that.
There are some people who are worthless of any minute you would give them, but I'm sure if you looked enough or even waited enough you could find those who are worthy of your time and love.
Enjoy your drink. But don't let it take over you.


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utherdoul
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29 Oct 2010, 11:35 pm

emlion wrote:
You type well whilst drinking.


Very well apparently. Especially after the amount of vodka I drank. Moral of the story don't drink a liter of vodka on a semi empty stomach. And don't post on the interwebs while your doing it. Blek my throat still hurts.