just venting... no need to read or reply..

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For those persistant folks who are still reading this despite the title:

I have the flu and can't talk, so does the wife and just need to unload..
Feeling depressed, I blew up my shop generator running my welder.. my wife won't let me order the stuff I need to build another one because its too close to x-mas.. our car has a frozen lifter and while it will run for a long time before it becomes fatal for the engine, it still worries me that the engines days are numbered.. for the frozen dog fans, I hit a rabbit Tuesday... this car is a killing machine. I feel bad that I haven't done any shopping for x-mas yet. The house is becoming a wreck again because I got out of my routines and that is bothering me.. the outside of the house needs paint but OMG I can't stand painting.. hate it can't do it.. I am off all my meds because I keep forgetting my doctor appts.. I'm going nuts being home all the time, I want to return to work, but I can't stand to interview knowing I have so many other people applying for the same jobs and I have a problem with authority and interviews anyway.. my family says I'm acting weirder (is "weirder" a word?) than usual and tried to give me a vacation in the straight jacket riviera (aka "Club Meds") but I signed a contract saying I wouldn't intentionally harm myself before january and got to stay out..

There's more.. but I have to finish in a bit..
I told you it was nothing but a QQ vent post..lol I feel a little better..

I decided to read and reply anyway.

Are things any better?

Me too. Hope things get better soon. Having the flu is bad enough on its own, but with all that other stuff happening...yow.

That was just the tip of the iceberg, however, just venting helps.. thanks yes I am feeling a bit better.. at least emotionally... (cough* wheeze..*)