It's not goodbye forever....

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So um yeah.

Everyone remember Suiseiten? Joined a few months ago, had gotten her diagnosis just last summer?

Well, she and I have been together since last March. We're not married or engaged, but relationship wise we might as well be.

Well, anyways, the both of us have been attending the University of Wyoming in Laramie together, but last semester has been really hard on her. She already got suspended once because of her grades, she was reinstated and placed on probation for this semester, but she hasn't been able to make the cut.

Well, after talking it over with her, she's decided to move back in with her parents in Casper, which is about three hours north of here. She's going to go to Casper College instead of UW and work on getting her CNA (nursing certificate).

She leaves in two weeks.

Given, Casper's not that far given a fast car and good weather. Unfortunately Mother Nature is not kind to Wyoming, and I still have a lot of saving up to do before I can afford a vehicle; and even if I did, it would be very less often that I'd get to see her.

So yeah... kind of feeling depressed thanks to everything... I really am going to miss her. Cellphones and Facebook just can't replicate the feeling I get just being close to her. I know it's for the best, we both agreed on giving each other some space so that she can get her life back on track and I can concentrate on my degree. But it doesn't make things any easier.

This is like freaking 2009 all over again. I left all my friends back home in Memphis. Since then I've made new ones... but now she has to leave again.

Sorry, if I'm bitching too much I apologize. I had to get this off my chest.

Weather here is 15 degrees F and blowing snow. Have a great day everyone.

~Roxas

I'm sorry to hear that. I've had someone that I liked move to another province before I could patch things up with him. It wasn't a good feeling.

Hugs :O)