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02 Dec 2010, 7:19 pm

- I'm depressed, apathetic,yet on medications. The root cause of my depressions is something which there is no cure for.
- I distance myself from others, yet I enjoy socializing sometimes and the lack of human connection makes me even more depressed.

- I'm insecure, can't trust anyone thus I engage in lying and delusions - yet not so far that I don't realize that I'm a worthless human being.

- I want someone in my life, yet I keep denying it to myself and others because I feel socially, emotionally and physically inadequate. I also now that I could never have a working relationship with someone, and that it would be far different from what I like to imagine. Yet I desire it.

- I'm not blessed with good looks or any usefull skillsets. And even if I was, my life would be all about work and no joy.

- I can't seem to enjoy life- interests are just a way of coping with stress and pain, f** that.

- I have arthritis(and I'm quite young), and I'm in poor physical shape. Yet the thought of working out frightens me, and I lack the motivation.
- I might have spelled arthrits wrong, but I lack the motivation to look it up.
- I'm mortal, thus time will erase all purpose from my otherwise pathetic life.

f**k my life.



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02 Dec 2010, 7:44 pm

Fourth option: Not at all.


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02 Dec 2010, 7:49 pm

I've contacted four moderators, at least one thread I saw said they were moderators. If any other moderator gets this message, please pay attention to this thread.


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02 Dec 2010, 8:25 pm

Synergy, can you call a suicide hotline or a clergy member maybe? Don't kill yourself. The energy that is you won't just cease to exist at death, it'll become the next step in whatever your path is. It is better you get help here while you can. You don't want to die in this state of mind. I used to want to die very badly. I hated my life but it passed. Things change and you will change. Just hang on and get help.

I'm guessing you're in the US, but I'm not sure. If so, here is the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. Please call it.

1-800-273-8255



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03 Dec 2010, 8:05 am

Synergy wrote:
- I'm depressed, apathetic,yet on medications. The root cause of my depressions is something which there is no cure for.


They say that if you become depressed and/or suicidal while on anti-depressants, you need to talk to your doctor immediately.


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03 Dec 2010, 12:15 pm

I am sick of seeing people coming to wrongplanet to announce they are going to commit suicide or like this one implying suicide. They never do it and all they get is a few people in the thread lying to them about how great they are and how they will be missed. The mods need to erase these threads as soon as they pop up so they do not get in some kind of legal trouble for not doing enough to help the suicide victim. One of these suicide thread starters will have the balls to off themselves and their family members will find the threads they posted here and will attempt to sue WP and who knows with the right lawyer they might be able to pull it off. It would be a hell of a way to lose wrongplanet just because they let someone desperate for attention post a thread that they are going to kill themselves.


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03 Dec 2010, 5:29 pm

Todesking wrote:
I am sick of seeing people coming to wrongplanet to announce they are going to commit suicide or like this one implying suicide. They never do it and all they get is a few people in the thread lying to them about how great they are and how they will be missed.


No one said any of those things here.

When I don't feel like having a suicide thread in my life I just avoid going into it. Have you ever talked to alex or any of the mods about the legal implications? I'd be interested in what they have to say.



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03 Dec 2010, 6:24 pm

Synergy, I've got to agree with the others. None of these options sounds great. Even worse, if you try one and mess it up, the consequences can leave you in a far worse state than before.

Synergy wrote:

- I have arthritis(and I'm quite young), and I'm in poor physical shape. Yet the thought of working out frightens me, and I lack the motivation.
- I might have spelled arthrits wrong, but I lack the motivation to look it up.
- I'm mortal, thus time will erase all purpose from my otherwise pathetic life.

f**k my life.


Once you start losing the weight, it'll help towards your image problem and often eases the arthritis. That's at least 2 birds killed with one stone. Lose the weight by eating healthily & with exercise and your mood will often improve too.

Start small. Forget about people and your long term goals for the moment and just focus on keeping your mood up; aim to do small things (go for a walk etc) and then tick them off a list when you complete them. Just keep doing that for a while; minor achievements really do help.



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04 Dec 2010, 11:28 am

happymusic wrote:
When I don't feel like having a suicide thread in my life I just avoid going into it. Have you ever talked to alex or any of the mods about the legal implications? I'd be interested in what they have to say.


I normally avoid the threads about suicide but this guy gave this thread a vague three letter tittle plus a poll and I wanted to see what it was about. Which mod is the easiest to get ahold of. I will voice my complaint and concern about possible legal problems caused by people posting about suicide. What if everyone choose a way for him to kill himself and he does it. The news agencies would eat it up saying a bunch of autistic people got to choose a mode of suicide for a fellow autistic and did nothing to stop the suicide. How would that make us look to the NTs who already hate us?

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No one said any of those things here.


From the previous threads about suicide random posters I have read they tell the poster what they want to hear and they never do themselves in you see them posting on other threads like nothing happend. So you do not know if they were doing it for a laugh then see them acting like nothing happened. So you do not know if they were jerking people around for attention or they really were going to do it.


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04 Dec 2010, 11:52 am

I also have low intolerance of suicide threads too so I never read them. I came to this one because I saw it being addressed in the WP.net section and it got me curious.

Tallyman is the easiest mod to reach.


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04 Dec 2010, 12:05 pm

Thanks League_Girl 8)


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04 Dec 2010, 8:44 pm

You have very good points Todesking. I'd be interested in hearing what the mods or alex have to say.