Does my family care about me

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As of late i have started to shut out the world as of tue. 1/18/11 i have mostly stopped talking other than maybe 1 or 2 words and not really resonding to anyone saying things to my and to top it all off my brother keeps yelling at me which makes me not want to talk even more. Today i came home from the Doctors and my brother was home in the living room and i walked in went to the bathroom then went into my room without him even noticing that i was home til his GF opened my bedroom door and found me..

As a young child i had wandered out of my house without anyone knowing i was gone. The first time i remember slipping out was when my down stairs neighbor found me i the French river starting to drowned and he fished me out and brought me home to my mother who after a long time found out that i wasn't in the house. i was always slipping out without being noticed by my family. I also was left home alone a few times where on one occation i burned my right wrist. I have also slipped out on my roomates without them noticeing that i am gone and walked from Southbridge Ma to Webster Ma. And on another occation i slipped out on my brother and went to NY. When i get stressed out i tend to vanish without anyone noticeing that i am gone.

when i was in kindergarden the school recomended that i get a phych work up done and my parents went along with it and the results where that i appered to have ADHD and a unkown disorder that needed to be investigated and that was back in 85 and no other workup was done.

I had no interest in making friends and kept to myself through out school and those that did become my friends didn't stay that way for long

After i got home from being gone with out anyone knowing where i was i would get yelled at which only made me feel more isolated than before

I feel like my family didn't care if i ever came back cuz they never tried to keep an eye on me or call the police to report me gone

My brother's Gf after knowing me only a week figured out that i had Asperger syndrome and a few months later she found out about a diagnosis that i had done while i was in a nurseing home months before she even know me stateing that i had Asperger syndrome so if a complete stranger could figure it out then why did the people who know me and lived with me not figure it out.

If you had a kid that was always slipping out of the house un noticed wouldn't you try to stop it from happening again. Exspecaily if the first time was almost the last timelike this week mon. night i stopped talking for the most part and on Tue. i din't want to say anything to anyone even my friends who called to see if i was going to be playing D&D and today getting into my house without anyone knowing. My aunt told my brother that it was probably due to the fact that on 1/19 was my mother's 12th year being dead. My family knows i don't do well in large groups but the could never figure out why or is it that they never cared to.

Is it possible to go from High Functioning Autism to low functioningh Autism. cuz i am not doing better but am getting worse

It makes me think that i would have been better off not going through cancer treatment

I'm sure they care about you, but there does seem to be some dysfunction. I don't know what to say to you.