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nothing bad has happened yet i dont feel like speaking to my friend or anyone on facebook i am not sad yet am not happy either i just want to finish a program im writing and i wonder if once that program is finnished if i will feel better or not
i feel tired but am unsure if its tiredness or bordem
my mind is always occupied yet whenever i try to say something to my friend i cant think of anything to say and then they loose interest and walk away or look at my face
it creeps me out.
my friend dosent know that im different
i have few friends because i am seen as rude and insulting because if something that annoys me happens i say it before my mind has time to consider weather its pollite or not to say it and if i should be pollite and endure it
i have not spoken to any of my friends since the 8th of december and i feel that is to long yet i dont have anything of interest to say
advice ideas are most definately welcome

I don't think you need anything "of interest" to talk about with your friends. Just tell them that you miss them or that you would like to spend some time with them. NTs spend a lot of time talking about things that are not really "of interest" anyway. It's called smalltalk and most of them like it.
If you feel like you need something to talk about, why don't you talk about your writing project? That seems to be on your mind a lot at the moment. If you don't want to give away details about that, just talk about writing in general or about small things connected to writing, like how your wrists start to hurt after you have spend a lot of time writing and do they know anything that might help with that?

Apart from that, it sounds to me like you could do with a break. It sounds like your life is a lot of routine and little enjoying yourself at the moment. Take a walk in the park, visit the local book store, play with the neighbour's cat for a while - whatever activity you enjoy that gets you out of the usual trot for an hour or two. Little breaks like that can be a real fountain of joy and strength; many people just forget to allow themselves a little escape every now and then.