It makes me want to leave

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If someone isn't nice to me when I haven't done anything wrong, it makes me want to leave and not look back. It doesn't matter how many people were nice, how many people were counting on me, how many people would be hurt if I did leave. I want to leave based on that one idiot doing what idiots do. I have forced myself to stay because of all those other people but I still have that desire to just walk away and not come back.

I can only imagine how lonely and awful my life would be if I alienated myself from everyone every time I encountered a malicious idiot or a bully. I can only imagine how horrible and full of conflict my life would be if I fought back against everyone who was mean to me. It doesn't happen constantly but it doesn't really have to. I hate conflict. I'm very silent in real life because I want to avoid conflict and mean people.

Sometimes I want these people to just eat a bowl of dicks and die. It's not a classy thought but I don't like being treated like sh*t just because someone else has a circus in their head.

haters gon' hate.

I know, I know. I wish I didn't have this feeling when it happens.

I hung around a person who was mean to me for about a year as i decided i was lonely and that it would be character building.

How did that work out for you, jamieboy?

I have this feeling sometimes too (though I don't mean here on WP). And I've known others who did and actually left, and I've felt bad that I apparently wasn't important enough to make them stay when I had thought we were friends. But then, if someone is continuously mean to you and you can't get them to leave or stop, there isn't much else you can do. Online, sometimes you can block them and pretend they don't exist (until someone else quotes their posts).

I feel the same way. If somebody is nasty to me, or contradicts me I feel like leaving sometimes. I have this feeling that I could be attacked just for speaking my mind about myself. I almost left on Sunday Night, but I had a big, sarcastic blowup in one of my posts in Random Discussion and made it look like humour, instead.