Nobody likes me, everybody hates me and I feel persecuted...

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We've been given the blessing to start a whiney butt thread.

And I feel like I am being censored.
Well technically I was.

I'm seething in angst and impotent anger.....

care for a wallow in the pit of self pity?


Now tell me kids, why your day is day. I'll make fun of it, but only for a little while.
I gotta work with what your imaginary god gave me.....

I'm insecure and anxious.

It's most definitely getting in my way of functioning and having relationships with people.

I fear my children are the only human beings I'll ever have a good relationship with.

I'm working on 45 minutes of sleep because I was too anxious to sleep.

My psychiatrist seems to think all my anxiety will go away if I just try a low dosage of yet another atypical antipsychotic.

Going on meds makes me chubby and hate myself even more.

I can't win.

I'm a fat and worthless f**k. I work hard everyday in a vain attempt to look beautiful. I skip meals, bust my ass at the gym and wear make up, hoping that someone will think I'm beautiful enough to earn their love. There are lots of women like me who just want to be pretty just like the girls that have legions of men yearning for them. Some of us just want the acceptance of one man in their lives.

Beauty is supposed to be a gift to the youth and goddamn medication ruined it for me, making me a social pariah for being the only plus size girl in my class at age 10. I feel like my youth has been wasted by being so big. By the time I'm thin, I'll be too old and preoccupied with paying off my loans that I won't have time to go out and meet people. College was my chance to meet someone without the pressure of my family being on him, now it's too late. Until I move out, I won't be able to date at all.

I hate spring and summer so much. The skinny girls get to show off their perfect bodies and I have to hide in ugly clothes made for grandmothers. It's like I don't even exist in the warmer months. I have D cups but can't get cleavage, even with a push up bra. So I have nothing that men find attractive at all.

After graduation, I'll never see my friends again, which is why I'll really need WP. But if it keeps going in this direction, all my friends will get banned and I'll have no one to talk to as I'll surely be next. How come other people's complaints are recognized by the mods but mine are considered delusional?

I miss my Aunt. I regret so much not being able to go to her funeral. It was all my mom's damn fault too for not telling me when it was. And then she told the entire family that I was too busy at school to be bothered. Gee, thanks! Now everyone in my family hates me too.

I miss my ex. He was the only one who genuinely would say I'm beautiful. And now he's gone because of his bitchy mother and sister who hate me for no reason.

I'll come up with more later, I'm sure.

I'm horrible with change.

I have too many scars.

I can't often face going outside.

I can't think past the next five minutes.

I'm sick of people telling me my life is 'perfect.'

I have more but cba.

So this one time.... my house tried to commit suicide.

I lived with this woman, as it turns out she was all evil and stuff..... and since I'm so amazing with money.... my electric was turned off. we lit a candle and she suggested we go look at the breaker box as her brother was an electrician.... so out through the back yard and out the detached garage and
cell phones and fumbling with breakers and low and behold a welcoming orange glow from the bed room.......

yep....cat knocked over the candle and 2 firetrucks later I had no more bedroom furniture and clothing.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have bad breath and seizures.

deleted since this was moved.

Everything I do or say is wrong and I end up unintentionally upsetting people.

I have very little confidence and I lack motivation. I often see no bright future for myself.

I doubt anyone loves me. My ex did, but it was bloody painful.

I have BDD and periods of severe depression.

I'm dreadful with time management.

YAY!! !! ! Dad's drinking already

I wish I was drinking.

me too at this point.

Moving this to The Haven

I don't know why I want to. Drinking certainly didn't help last night. It only made it more difficult to resist.

Sitting on the couch ALONE and 1 am crying is sooo attractive.