i thought the world was going to be nuked in 2012... but now that it does not seem like the world will be nuked... this means i might live longer than 19... i was never worried about dieing before... becuz i was for sure that i was going to die from nukes... now i have no idea i am going to die... does anyone know where i can find like maybe a fortune teller... i never worried about anything ever before becuz i thought i knew when i was going to die.... i want to know when i am going to die.... this sucks not knowing when.... i want to know the day and time when i am going to die.... i could die at any time now.... my life was so peace-ful... thinking i was going to die in 2012 from nukes.... i was not planning on living longer than 19... what should i do... i don't want to die unless if i know how... this sucks... we were supposed to all be killed by nukes... i was supposed to die on the same day as everybody else.... i don't know what to do anymore... i was not supposed to live longer than 19.... i had my entire life planned for 19.... and no farther.... i was supposed to just have fun playing video games until the nukes came.... now it seems like there will be life past 2012... i am scared now
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