USMCnBNSFdude wrote:
You have a friend or a loved one to trust, but you have to find them first.
If you kill yourself, you lose every chance of bettering your life and skills. And when your dead, there is no pleasure, no relief. You're just simply gone. But what do you get out of that? You may not have sadness, anguish or anger, but you won't have happiness, love or anything else good either. In fact, in my God created universe, you would have utter sorrow and pain for ending your life. But you don't have to believe that.
Either way, ending your life will be the stupidest decision you could make. So don't do it.
I've never felt happy. When i feel happy every time i would fear that there will be stress is waiting for. How can i live by this?
and every time i cried i would so much hurt in my head eyes hands
I could live if i could'not have to be out to social. I just wanted to study physics maths biology and just invent or create something this is hard! I've to pass more legal that i have to study with social and there's military service is waiting. and i'm paranoid i would fear anything