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17 May 2011, 11:30 am

It passed.



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17 May 2011, 11:46 am

You have a friend or a loved one to trust, but you have to find them first.

If you kill yourself, you lose every chance of bettering your life and skills. And when your dead, there is no pleasure, no relief. You're just simply gone. But what do you get out of that? You may not have sadness, anguish or anger, but you won't have happiness, love or anything else good either. In fact, in my God created universe, you would have utter sorrow and pain for ending your life. But you don't have to believe that.

Either way, ending your life will be the stupidest decision you could make. So don't do it.



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17 May 2011, 11:53 am

USMCnBNSFdude wrote:
You have a friend or a loved one to trust, but you have to find them first.

If you kill yourself, you lose every chance of bettering your life and skills. And when your dead, there is no pleasure, no relief. You're just simply gone. But what do you get out of that? You may not have sadness, anguish or anger, but you won't have happiness, love or anything else good either. In fact, in my God created universe, you would have utter sorrow and pain for ending your life. But you don't have to believe that.

Either way, ending your life will be the stupidest decision you could make. So don't do it.


I've never felt happy. When i feel happy every time i would fear that there will be stress is waiting for. How can i live by this?
and every time i cried i would so much hurt in my head eyes hands

I could live if i could'not have to be out to social. I just wanted to study physics maths biology and just invent or create something this is hard! I've to pass more legal that i have to study with social and there's military service is waiting. and i'm paranoid i would fear anything



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17 May 2011, 12:13 pm

Iridescent wrote:
USMCnBNSFdude wrote:
You have a friend or a loved one to trust, but you have to find them first.

If you kill yourself, you lose every chance of bettering your life and skills. And when your dead, there is no pleasure, no relief. You're just simply gone. But what do you get out of that? You may not have sadness, anguish or anger, but you won't have happiness, love or anything else good either. In fact, in my God created universe, you would have utter sorrow and pain for ending your life. But you don't have to believe that.

Either way, ending your life will be the stupidest decision you could make. So don't do it.


I've never felt happy. When i feel happy every time i would fear that there will be stress is waiting for. How can i live by this?
and every time i cried i would so much hurt in my head eyes hands

I could live if i could'not have to be out to social. I just wanted to study physics maths biology and just invent or create something this is hard! I've to pass more legal that i have to study with social and there's military service is waiting. and i'm paranoid i would fear anything
You're paranoid you'd fear everything in military service?



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17 May 2011, 12:15 pm

You found this place, and that counts as doing something right. You shared yourself, and that shows you have some courage.

If you know you have trouble understanding people, you can't be completely sure they hate you. I bet there are people who like you, but are too shy to make you notice them. Look around just a little and try to believe you'll find them.

I believe we aspies have an important role to fill in the world, and I hope you'll give yourself some more time to find out how much you can contribute, and how many things you'll enjoy that you haven't tried yet.

As I understand it, a psychopath would be homocidal, not suicidal, in your circumstances. Get a second opinion, and maybe a new therapist.



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17 May 2011, 12:23 pm

Because the things that gonna happened is not coming to me it just reaction to myself. The truth is one of my family

He is one of my family that has this line to. I can completely sure that only 3 people like him in the school.

[I feels extracly like him either that]

He need psychologist now but this is late night, He's saying that the feeling want to die is more and more till it can't control

I am just story teller for this

If tomorrow that feeling is not gone yet and come through the social around the hate I don't know he would freak out and kill somebody I'm seriously, I don't know how to think anymore in this way

or just let him die?



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17 May 2011, 12:45 pm

I think you want to help him live, so help him live. That way, you have each other, and someday he'll appreciate what you've done.

I have to step away from the computer to help my Mom with some stuff. Be safe.



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17 May 2011, 1:12 pm

Call the hospital/emergency medical services if you are suicidal or the person you speak of is suicidal.

Do you live somewhere with compulsory military service like Israel? Is there any chance you can be exempt from it?

I'd like to know more about your situation so I can help in whatever way I can.

You can be happy, I know you can, but you will need medical help or other help. Your life has a point.



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18 May 2011, 8:00 am

OK so that day is passed. I hope there will be no like this again

Thanks for every comments