dont want to be alive....

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i know i should but i just dont want to be alive....

every days just panic attacks panic attacks panic attacks and more SHUIEUISWJDSIJODEWUJI%&&##*@&ing panic attacks.......


NOOOOOOOOOO I DONT WANT TO DO THIS!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


everyones mad at me right now...im not trying to do any thing i just want it to stop i dont wanna live with this i dont want to be alive!!

I'm not sure who you are or what your life is like, but I do understand how you are feeling (I think).

Whenever I feel that way, like I don't want to be alive, I tell myself that it doesn't matter because I am alive. And there is no way that is going to end anytime soon. Plus, if I died it would cause trouble or sadness for a few people.

So I try to suck it up. I try to tell myself that instead of constantly thinking about how I don't want to be alive, think about how to make life better. Concentrating on that helps somewhat.

I try making a list of the things that are making me not want to live and then in another column making a list of how I can start to fix that.

Usually I feel that way when things are going wrong. If things are going right, I don't have that issue.

Sorry if this sounds placating or rude. I also wish I had a magic wand that I could wave and make things feel better, safer, make you feel stronger.

Strength comes from within. Even when you have someone who supports you. If you are like me, you take advantage of that support, because it feels nice to coast. It feels non-stressful. So you have to try to step up.

You are strong enough. Well, you are strong enough to take some steps, to make your life a little better. You are strong enough because you are awesome. (You know it!) You are cool and funny and quirky and great because of your uniqueness.