She blocked me... there's only one thing I can do now.

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I have to kill myself. She is everything to me. I love her. I love her. She used to love me.

I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. Heartbreak is one of the hardest things to deal with in life, but you are not alone...it does come to nearly everyone on earth, no matter what age or gender. Please go talk to someone in real life...at the very least someone on a suicide hotline, Samaritan, etc. Heartbreak can be survived. The book "How to Survive the Loss of a Love" is also very good. But most importantly, I'm sorry you're hurting and I hope the intensity of this pain is fading for you now...at least enough so you can get some help. It's clear that you're in a lot of pain, but even the people on this board whom you probably have never met or heard from, do care about you from afar, and truly wish you life and healing.

Please call emergency services NOW. I'm in the exact same situation. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.

there could be nothing after death, although that would be a pretty ideal state to exist... don't you think you should give your life its full chance?

Believe me I know how you feel. Please don't kill yourself, talk with people who care about you and share your pain with them.
Remember there's always someone on this planet to whom you matter and see, you already matter to the people who wrote a comment on your post. You can pm me if you wish. I know how much it hurts and I feel concerned by your post.

you are 16. go get help

‎'I was happy to be friends until now, because he ruined every chance he had.'

I'm sorry.

Goodbye.

I loved someone myself, and it went to waste, but life goes on - you go on and perhaps find someone better. Please don't let your emotion cloud your judgement.

don't be sorry.

when i was 16 i lost the love of my life since i was 7… guess what… i just spoke to her today… more than 30 years later… it made me happy. very.

robo37 made a serious suicide attempt two days ago as documented on this site. Is there a way to contact emergency services for him? I am REALLY WORRIED given his last post.

Yeah I am worried as well. Please don't do it. Search for support and help in your near. I hope you read this.

You are not describing love. Love is feeling the same feelings as the object of your affection. If you really love her, you would want her to be happy because that's what would make you happy.

What you want is to be loved and think only her love is worth receiving. No human being is capable of loving another person selflessly without knowing God's love. When you can love someone who does not return anything back to you that you want, then you can say you love that person.

Don't trust feelings either. Sometimes parents get so frustrated with their kids that they feel like giving them to someone else to raise... but in their hearts, they'd give their life for their child. If you've never had a child, maybe you might understand if you had a pet you loved which was in so much pain it could bite you, but if it did, you'd still want the best for it.

Faithfilly, I believe 100% he's describing love. It's possible to at once want someone to be happy and to be sad if the thing that makes them happiest does not involve you. Human beings can't give and give and give selflessly because they have selves.

robo37, if you're still around, please don't do this. I was in the same situation. The pain is unbearable, I know. But stick it out. It's worth it.

~Kate

It's so easy to get stuck in the idea that there is only one girl and you could never love anyone else, but it's not true. There are many others out there who want and need to be loved. This girl must have been very special to you, but you must not take your life over her. You are so young and have so many more chances to live and love.

Don't be afraid to call a suicide hotline if you need to.

http://suicidehotlines.com/

Take care.

This is probably a complete cliche answer, but it's true: It will get better eventually, and you have your whole life and many opportunities of love ahead of you.