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archraphael
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22 Aug 2011, 1:58 am

I have so much love in my heart I want to let go... of the pain of years of depression and anxiety that made me worse...
Years of living in a fog and socially isolated...
made this way
I fear of doing new things in my field at college because I fear of looking like a fool because of my autism...

But, I am going to class tomorrow with a positive energy and optimism that I will do well
despite some things I feel I cannot change
if I just smile and open up to people
if I just try a little harder at expressing myself and accepting people and opportunities into my life
and stop 'wanting' some invisible social fulfillment out of existentialism or fulfillment of that void in my brain there

Just be positive, about now. :)
And I will go to school with a smile on my face :)
And not let the social stresses bend me down but go with the flow
of the ocean of this microcosmic web of existence
and bring positivity back into my life and ignore my mistakes and learn from them
cause what is ego anyways :)

I guess this isn't really a rant more of a positive affirmation...
Stay strong friends ...



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22 Aug 2011, 2:15 am

Thank you for posting that! You stay strong too :)



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22 Aug 2011, 6:00 am

Good luck to you, nice post :)


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22 Aug 2011, 1:50 pm

archraphael wrote:
I have so much love in my heart I want to let go... of the pain of years of depression and anxiety that made me worse...
Years of living in a fog and socially isolated...
made this way
I fear of doing new things in my field at college because I fear of looking like a fool because of my autism...

But, I am going to class tomorrow with a positive energy and optimism that I will do well
despite some things I feel I cannot change
if I just smile and open up to people
if I just try a little harder at expressing myself and accepting people and opportunities into my life
and stop 'wanting' some invisible social fulfillment out of existentialism or fulfillment of that void in my brain there

Just be positive, about now. :)
And I will go to school with a smile on my face :)
And not let the social stresses bend me down but go with the flow
of the ocean of this microcosmic web of existence
and bring positivity back into my life and ignore my mistakes and learn from them
cause what is ego anyways :)

I guess this isn't really a rant more of a positive affirmation...
Stay strong friends ...


And yourself. Good words to live by. Like people before have said, "good words are where ideas begin"