AceOfSpades wrote:
I have messed my life up by cutting myself off from others and I feel like I'm at the point of no return. I thought loneliness would make me happier than bad company but now I feel trapped. I feel even more out of touch with the rest of the world and that I'm just rotting.
I know how you feel.... currently on the same path. I don't know how to help you, but don't feel that you're the only one going through this.