Loneliness gone to far?

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It's quite odd, I love being alone and having my time by myself, but recently I believe it's gotten a little out of control, if you read my other post about my loneliness, you know situation so far, if not well my parents are both back to work I'm 17, completed high school, and I basically stay at home because I also have some condition that is making me pass out randomly, so yeah I'm stuck to the house. But besides that I relize severe depression can make you lonely, however I have very loving parents who are bending over backwards for me, and I can't understand why I feel lonely with a family who loves me, today I basically spent all day from 7 am to 9pm alone and I'm sure to others that's nothing but for me that's not normal. I want to become a loner because I have no place in my society, and I have tried but time and time again I fail, I get back up so to speak and try again but there always seems to be something in the way, I guess honestly the way I look at myself is I'm in blatent terms souless, lost and unforgiving of myself. I'm not religious nor am I looking to become, but I feel stuck in purgatory not knowing what to do seeing the rest of my family and friends flourishing in heaven, sorry if that's a little to heavy I can't think of any way else to describe it and no my known of my family or friends are dead I just needed an example. What does a person do when they are in a situation they have no control over and they see it spiralling down in to a void?

I think everyone feels lonely at some point, I think some temporarily might be trying to get out of the house.. maybe go out for a nice walk or something.

Also a big one, is get a pet if you can convince your parents, they are a really good fix. I was never really that lonely when I had a dog, just annoyed lol (joking).

Could be hormonal also, I wasn't really "nuts" as a teen (in my opinion) but.. was very depressed and dark. Making excuses to leave the house everyday might make for a good distraction also.

My situation is similar to yours, except i don't have loving parents, they're divorced, my mother doesn't care about me, only cares about my acceptance at São Paulo University, so i can move out and have a depressing alone life... it sucks... and to add to the math, i had a major meltdown today...

Thank you the first poster, yeah I try not to be an exaggerated or annoying person sometimes I can be when I'm kind of pissed off, I'm a guy so basically I don't show my emotions alot because according to my dad I should just suck it up ( yeah he's in the marine corp, not so easy to reason with him ). To the second poster im sorry your parents more or less the one you live with dosent care so much about you, I guess in a way not to your extent I feel the way alot, sucks even more is I can't really have meltdowns at my house they just dot go well, so sadly I get to just ball everything up in side . I sometimes wonder just why I was put with people who are normal, not that I dislike them I just don't ever fully feel at home?