I Hate College

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I liked it better back when I was in high school. At least then I could tolerate the days more easily and go home to my computer without having so much s*** to do. I don't really care anymore about being successful in school or at my job, I just want hang out in my basement on my computer with no disturbances. I hate my life. Why the f*** do I have to be alive? Sometimes I kind of wish I was in prison so I wouldn't have so much s*** to do. I work really hard, but still get a lot of bad grades on stuff. I was a really great student back in high school. I'm thinking about dropping out or maybe just cutting a lot of classes and bulls***ing all of my work until my parents get the idea that I don't want to go to college, but then I'll have to spend more time at my job which I hate. Back in high school I had to write an essay about what I could contribute to the world. The truth is that I don't want to contribute anything to the world. I just want to take whatever money I can get whether it's honorable or not, and f*** everyone else. Why do people who harass me deserve to have anything. It wouldn't trouble my conscious one bit to take my brass knuckles and beat the s*** out of them and take whatever money and jewelry they have on them at the time as long as I don't get caught. Maybe I'll just commit suicide. I'm not afraid of death, but I don't want my relatives and other people that I know to feel bad about me dying, but I guess it's always an option.

I got so much homework today that I think it might be impossible to get all of my homework done in time. It makes me want to cry and start drinking alcohol. Maybe I'll light some people on fire and blow some stuff up in Grand Theft Auto to cheer me up. That always works. Or maybe I'll buy my friend's sword or his sickle off of him which he offered to sell to me. I like getting new weapons because it gives me the sense of security in knowing that if I crack at any time I'll be prepared. I'm losing my mind. Maybe I should just drop out before I go insane.

I know how that is, I'm sure you will become more comfortable with your studies after a while.

College isn't for everyone. One of the biggest LIES told in American society is that everybody MUST go to college to be successful. It's BULL! Plumbers make more than English majors. And at least a plumber does something useful. What can an English major do, besides teach? Is she gonna critique the great novelists on a street corner for spare change? There are FAR too many people out there with "liberal arts" degrees that aren't worth the paper they're printed on, much less the lifetime of pricey student loans taken out to pay for them. If you're studying to be a computer engineer, I'd say yeah, buck up and deal with it if it's REALLY what you want. Otherwise, quit. Just quit, and learn a trade.
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