Hate my life, please help!

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I absolutlely hate having Asperger's! Why me? Why do I have to have it? I'm 24 years old and had hardly ever had a job! I quit one after less than 2 months because of getting jealous of a normal young woman who had a car, and another job I got fired in less than 2 weeks because I said the "f" word in front of customers. And I've wanted to baby-sit ever since I was 11, but barely had the chance. I'm 24, for crying out freaking loud! I'll never get a job or even a baby-sitting job now! Who's going to hire some 24 year old who has hardly any experience?! I really want a job helping people with disabilities, but how's that going to happen if I have Asperger's!? Oh, and I've never had a real boyfriend. I've only kissed a few guys, but that's it. I've missed out on a normal teenage life because of freaking Asperger's! I wish I could have baby-sat, hung out with lots of friends, go partying with friends, graduated on time, went to University at 18, and by now having a career as a Mental Health Nurse. I wish I were married and expecting my first child by now. But I'm not! My life seems hopeless! I'm hoping that reincarnation is real and that I will be born again as a normal female! I hate my life! I'm such a loser!

Theirs many difficulties with being an aspie. Many mountains and plateaus to traverse but you just can't give up. Only thing in life guaranteed is change, it might not look good for right now but it will be and also get better. Being aspie myself I can relate, though I found what works for me. I've worked quite a few jobs.. you just haveto find what you're really good at and love, and pursue it vehemently . I remember having to put in my application at over 40 places with only two calls, it's a tough economy but you can still do it.