F**k my life

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im posting to say i hate myself and everybody and the world and goddam everything and i want to die.

Can you please be more specific? Your statement is too broad to suggest anything helpful as it is.

i am being bullied all the time and i can't make them stop. there is no way to make them stop. the authorities are involved in it too because whenever i get accused they always take the NTs seriously and not me because i am autistic and the county thinks all autistics are criminals or something.

Be creative.

If the only alternative is killing yourself I'm sure you'll come up with something.

The only alternative is an easy way out, and that seems like a good thing at this point

Have you talked to your friends about your problems with the bullying? Do they support you, as an autistic individual. The guy that likes everything moist, Andy, probably has tactile sensitivity issues. If he does that can be pretty tough. Could be a sign he has some autistic traits too.

There are alot of people out there like you. You aren't alone as an individual with autistic traits. It's likely you will meet many of them in your lifetime and be there to support them when you are feeling better about things.

I wouldn't kill yourself if I were you - we don't say that for no reason.
You would be more proud to look back on your life as someone who faught your suicidal feelings and won, rather than someone who failed.
Keep posting, the worst thing to do at this point is to withdraw, and I know personally it's very tempting when I feel down.

You will eventually become a stronger person, I was really depressed when I was a teenager, and now I am older, bigger, stronger and more confident. Most people will think that this is bad advice but I became much happier when I realised what a waste of time school was and stopped going. It is the worst place in the world for an aspie.

Go to the wilderness and live off the land. Might be a better alternative to killing yourself.

i've thought about that before. i found a giant patch of blueberries about 10 miles wide in dolly sods west va last year. its 250 miles from my house. but the c&o bike trail goes up into the mountains following the potomac and then dolly sods is near the source of south branch, so i could follow the stream there. only trouble is that the blueberries are only ripe in summer and it is approaching winter now so i would have to stick it out for another 6 months at least.

the autistic people at my school really suck. most of them just drop out at some point anyway.