I just don't know

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I've been having some massive bouts of depression recently. Lonliness being the main cause.... It makes me feel terrible when I see guys basicall y abusing their girlfriends and thinking that If I was ever given a chance they wouldn't have to put up with that. And I'm mostly singled out in school and only have about less than 10 good friends...... Sorry I Just had to get this out of my system.

Melatonin can work for depressive episodes from my experience.

Unfortunatly Im too young to buy anti depressants

Yes pervasive loneliness is a problem for me too-I see people doing things together and in couples out having fun-another aspie told me "maybe I should get out on my own and do things" wait I thought this person was my friend and to hang out with and I am told to do things on my own-I want to do things with others and I have done things on my own and its not fun by myself.

Yeah... I feel like Im excluded or treated like a freak.... Most NTs despise anyone whos different from what I see..... Im just wondering what they see in me as different.

They will never say but I asked the aspie that had a problem with my personality and they said-oh you are a pick eater and I obsess on my work and they are guilty of the same thing but I never nit picked their personality because I understand what it is to be on the spectrum and give them leeway

I only know one other aspie and he's a complete A-Hole to me so no help there....