So, so close to a meltdown

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It's still over that cable guy saying that about me smoking meth, which it turned out to be my son's baby mama smoking meth and he had installed there before here. My BIL is out of town with his mother at my SIL's house and when I talked to him on the phone to let him know about it, he thought he hung up but did not. He was saying how my son's baby mama told him that the boy kept telling her about how I did that. Excuse me, he came here after he went there. He said nothing to me, he may not have known we were related.

So now, my SIL said, when they thought they had hung up, that she should call child services. I've already talked to the sherrif about this and DHR here about them. I don't do that. Even if I did do that, I would at least wait until the cable man was out of the house! I'm not stupid! But I don't. I'd like very much to send off a hair analysis of myself to prove it, but thats expensive and nobody would pay for it and they would rather bad mouth me.

I seriously think I'm about to go ballistic here. Not only a total meltdown, but possibly a drive over to my son's and his whore baby mama meth heads house and stand in the yard screaming!

I KNOW not to do this because it will have no productive value at all. It will simply make me look like some tweaker. However I cannot stand it when people think some untrue things about me at all. I am doing things right now that I know soothe me. I've made coffee with vanilla ice cream in it, and french toast. I may lay in the bed and read a book and snack. This has thrown me totally off my normal Suzy Homemaker schedule.

I think I may start a rumor about her. I have to think of a good, believable one though.

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I'm giving it another shot. We will see.
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I don't think any of this is your fault, Olive.

My sister has dealt with CPS for the past ten years. And they stuck two of her daughters with her abusive ex husband, who hits his wife right in front of the kids. She has had meltdowns over this.

I think CPS are scum, so I don't blame you for being worried. But all you can do is stay calm, and try not to give them reasons. It sounds like you're already doing that.