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If life were a test i'd say I got a zero out of 100.
Every move I make is wrong, every mistake i make wrong.
Then i have my parents to reinforce this every second of my life insisting i did it wrong.
I would like to get a tatoo on my forehead that just says wrong or maybe mistake.
Useless I am, aspergers or not nothing i've done has been useful.
I could die and people might miss me...but none of the things I did just the person.
I want to die.

Not so fast, legomyego. You're among friends here and we all help ourselves by helping others. The power of these forums can't be denied. I can't make you non-suicidal but I can relate to your pain. And I Hate Pain.

This is YOUR life right now. Not anyone else's. There will always be lots of people who have an opinion about how things should be, but having an opinion doesn't make them an authority. It doesn't make them right. Also, it's better to be wrong than dead. At least when you're wrong, you can apologize. When you're dead... really it's just better to be alive.

Also, if you're a teenager: I felt like I was ALWAYS wrong, ALWAYS embarrassing, for my entire adolescence. I was probably 24 or 25 before I realized that no one was even noticing. They were all too wrapped up in their own BS.
If you're an adult: Everyone is too wrapped up in their own BS to notice your foibles.

Your life is yours to experience.

I understand wanting the bad situation to just stop by any means necessary. I'm sorry you feel backed into a corner.
Could you elaborate on what you're being yelled at for? We might be more able to offer suggestions if we know the circumstances.