stress and depression

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all this stress and my depression have really really been getting to me lately, constant family arguments, constant yelling and fighting over stupid trivial crap. Not having many friends to really rely on either, and ive tried to explain myself and my feelings to family and they dont care or get angry if it makes them look bad, u know, cuz of their actions, and they hate hearing it.

They tell me to talk nicely to them and i do but somehow it still angers them if its not what they wanna hear or if its not convienent to them, im 1 guy in a house of 3 women, and usually they all come against me. Honestly, how does my idiot younger sister say that i shouldnt be screaming or arguing with my mom or that i dont appreciate anything she does n my mom agrees, when my sister had a huge damn fight over the fact that my mom wore a shirt of hers that she let my mom borrow and was now in the dirty laundry, she was fighting and yelling for an hour and telling my mom she f***s everything up, she dont do anything for us, she ruins all her plans, and all this crap over a shirt....yeah and im totally unappreciative....

I attempted suicide once many years ago but when it didnt work, i played it off like thats not what was going on, and even when i feel to my damn knees crying to them about how sh***y i felt, it just angered them.....I dont know what to do about this all
People have told me to just move out but i dont have money, a job, a car or liscence, and no where to really move out too....

Stress certainly does not help with depression. But yeah sometimes family is not the most understanding. I also understand not really having anywhere else to move to...or money to afford the means to move. Sorry I don't have much advice but I can kind of understand where you're coming from with this.

Sweet Pea hugs