Hi all.
I seem to struggle with consistency... I have goals and aims - I want to be a musician who keeps on exploring and feeding my abilities, but I can barely even bring myself to practice guitar half the time, let alone all that exploring and taking care of all aspects of my music.
I used to take Tae Kwon Do, on and off all the time... I did take Yoga practice but I seem to have given that up too; I just don't think I understand how to organize and take care of interests or things that should get done.
I'm so cluttered half the time.
Perhaps I need to remember to take care of the needs of my mind and body before work rate can become branched out on.
I wish to meditate, get exercise and fresh air, and drink water, and breath properly; I simply cannot see how I will engage in even the smallest of activities if I do not implement these activities to help nurture my mind, body, and soul (if one believes in the soul aspect - I believe I half do personally).
People seem to think I'm doing well, but I think it's the contrary - I'm not seeing people in real life particularly, I'm not making the most of my days and I'm certainly not making the most of my potential.
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