My Mother called me a self pitty piece of s**t

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bigbadbeast2007
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11 Oct 2012, 12:12 am

Typical Aussie NTs drink alcohol getting drunk and talking crap. I'm not doing it again
My mother told me not to come back again and called me a self pittying piece of s**t. So now i'm going to overdose on my anti-depressant meds.



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11 Oct 2012, 12:48 am

bigbadbeast2007 wrote:
So now i'm going to overdose on my anti-depressant meds.


Don't do that! It might not work for one thing, and then you'll turn into a vegetable or something. Then what your mom said will be correct since she'll have to take care of you when you're a vegetable.



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11 Oct 2012, 12:53 am

bigbadbeast2007 wrote:
Typical Aussie NTs drink alcohol getting drunk and talking crap. I'm not doing it again
My mother told me not to come back again and called me a self pittying piece of sh**. So now i'm going to overdose on my anti-depressant meds.



You are going to hurt yourself because of something that somebody else said?


Rethink that please.



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11 Oct 2012, 12:58 am

If that's what you're bound and determined to do which is illogical in the first place why eschew the alcohol which is more likely to make a proper job of it? That really doesn't make sense at all. Either way, expect to have a sore throat and raging headache for the next week. Have you exhausted all attempts to resist going down that path? Pardon my bluntness; ODing on psych meds is high risk/zero gain on any level


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11 Oct 2012, 1:09 am

That sucks when the people who are supposed to give a sh** about you don't, but most of the human race is worthless. Maybe an alternative to ODing could be to live long enough to see her get old and need your help, so that you can say, "no."



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11 Oct 2012, 2:07 am

From someone who once ODed and was lucky to survive... It is NOT painless. Not only do you wake up in writhing pain before you die, you lose all body functions so that it is incredibly embarrassing if you survive or not. It will cause miserable lifelong health issues if you do not manage to succeed....

With those scare tactics firmly in place - I am not joking, those facts are real. I experienced it first hand. There are better ways to cope with a hard life than that. The first thing you do is make a promise that no matter how hard it gets YOU WILL NOT go down that road. As an aspie I would expect you would keep your promises.

Yes, it hurts for people you love to talk that way to you. But no, ending your life will not make your mother take it back, love you more or be a more decent human being. Only her own growth can do that for her - it can't be forced on her.

Life is hard - but there are tons of people on this forum, though we know little about you - would gladly lend some time to talk. That should mean something to you. I don't give my time lightly, and here I have taken time to answer your post.

Head up and do not believe what people say - you are stronger than you are giving yourself credit for.