Mishra2012 wrote:
I have no advice. Therapy works for some people. I have anger and aggression. I actual feel better angry than depressed. The things that have caused me and cause me to be depressed often are things that arnger me as well.
Its the same for me, feeling angry feels better than feeling depressed. I mean I hate to say it because its not how I am but feeling angry at least makes me feel more in control in a weird way than feeling depressed. Though I tend to hold back my anger since I don't want to hurt anyone but I am getting to my breaking point.
I think when I get set off and my anger gets triggered the adrenaline rush creates kind of a high but like a speed high and that to me feels dangerous and the closest thing to actual speed I've done would be adderall and the state I get into when provoked is even more intense than that.
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