Tired of being alone all the time

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I'm tired of being alone all the time.

As I get older, I become more alone. And when I say I'm alone all the time, I'm really not exaggerating. I have a couple people I talk to sometimes (like once a month or so and only about school stuff), but if I were thinking about killing myself, there would be no one I could e-mail or call for moral support without repercussions for doing so. There's not even someone I could e-mail or call to ask just a practical question who would respond within a week, if at all. My mom helps me with stuff sometimes, but lately she's been treating me in a weird, sort of unkind way and I don't know why, maybe because I'm home all the time because it's winter break.

Usually I'm okay because I'm working all the time, but sometimes it just hits me all at once, and particularly on the holidays.

i will do it!

You can email me.

I just want a hug...or a punch in the face. Or to be launched out of a canon, with bombs strapped to my body, into a building I hate.

Oh no!

Please don't!

I'm not anywhere near Oklahoma, but send me a message.

I have been there regarding being depressed. Life is too short, and very worth living to the fullest. There are possibilities out there!

I don't have many friends, I admit. Lately, mine have come from a soccer league I am trying out for laughs. I never really ever get to the ball on time, but the best part is drinks afterward. And yeah, am not much of a socializer, just one on one in my little corner is all I can handle. It GETS BETTER!

Message Me. Or, look on the grasp.org website and see if there is an AS support group in your area.

Might I recommend some counselling? That kind of thing can be helpful to learn about relationships, etc.

unfortunately, distance prevents the first two. but if you wanna chat/ask questions/discuss the universal laws, i am always available.

That would definetly be the coolest act of terror ever.

Yeah! I could also use a catapult or some kind of giant trampoline...or a catapult with a trampoline carriage. I think the word I'm looking for here is TREBUCHET. The news headlines would be glorious.
"College student commits suicide by using trebuchet to launch explosive self into building."
That starts to be reason enough to do it.