I want to say one last thing

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OliveOilMom
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02 Dec 2012, 4:41 am

And I want you to know that I MEAN IT

And now, the end is here
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and ev'ry highway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way

Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course, each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
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Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way,
"Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!

Yes, it was my way


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02 Dec 2012, 4:43 am

Oh no, please don't say you're leaving us .....


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02 Dec 2012, 5:00 am

This sounds like you are planning on committing suicide and may have even already done so by the time I'm posting this.

I hope I'm wrong. Is there anything at all we can do to help?

Please get some help now.



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02 Dec 2012, 5:22 am

Ived done what has to be done. I do have to say this. Fuggetaboutit


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02 Dec 2012, 8:13 am

Thanks for the PM message back....really hope you're better soon. Next, I just posted music, if you'd like to listen here: http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5065259.html#5065259


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02 Dec 2012, 9:45 am

TY sweetie! I'd like to talk to you scientifically though. Why did this not work? I took enough to kill a horse.

I will tell you this, I only have one half a thyroid and a very high metabolism still. I tried Synthroid after surgery and it made me pass out. I can't get past 130 to this day, and I'm 48, where you are supposed to get fat. Nope.

I took all them sleeping pills and nothing! WTF is wrong with me!! !


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02 Dec 2012, 10:42 am

Well, I suspect it's a medical condition that's become really complicated. It will subside though. Take care, OliveOilMom - we are all pulling for you.


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02 Dec 2012, 11:16 am

OliveOilMom wrote:
I took all them sleeping pills and nothing! WTF is wrong with me!! !

If this just happened this morning you may be feeling strange for a few days. If you feel like you're going to pass out, call an ambulance. I think you should talk to your doctor about this as soon as possible!
I once took an overdose of anti-depressants and I didn't feel like myself for a week. It was not a pleasant experience.


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02 Dec 2012, 9:03 pm

Do you not have anyone in your life who would be heartbroken to know you've killed yourself?


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02 Dec 2012, 9:28 pm

LadybugS wrote:
Do you not have anyone in your life who would be heartbroken to know you've killed yourself?


The son of someone I used to work with killed himself a few years ago. It was extremely devastating to everyone in that family.



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02 Dec 2012, 9:45 pm

I can imagine so. The double whammy of knowing your loved one is gone forever coupled with knowing it's because of their own hand is a pain unlike any other.


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03 Dec 2012, 12:42 am

I hope you live to see another sunrise.


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03 Dec 2012, 3:32 am

Does anyone know where she is/was from?



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03 Dec 2012, 4:17 am

Please dont do it I have felt the same way a few weeks back and you told me not to do it! You are a mom and have kids that care about you![youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UacJsFpY-f8[/youtube]A lot of people care about you and love you and know what your going through life is too precious to give up even at times it seems like its not worth living! :cry:


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03 Dec 2012, 5:00 am

It really bothers me that her avatar appears to be a funeral wreath.



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03 Dec 2012, 10:04 am

I may be able to contact her. I live within an hour but have no transportation. I have been worried too.


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