Full Independence.....I love it and I hate it.

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So now I will be graduating from the University of Cincinnati this year. As I see what awaits me on the horizon I grow excited. I have goals to accomplish in terms of self improvement, about 4 to be precise. Not really looking to be the greatest in the world at any of them except for one. Yes getting diagnosed was the greatest relief in my life but with the diagnosis I also began to grow.



I have not yet conquered the social goal yet but I see what the vast majority of people my age are now doing and outside of employment nothing they do interests me. I feel that once I get to middle class status your life is your own to do as you wish. People in this country are too much into the wrong things. They are into having some electronic toy that will make them think they are a master piano player. Or the most exciting thing that they can talk about at the dinner table over Christmas is how they wish more stores would be open on Christmas Day.

As it turns out the vast majority of NT's weren't really worth being friends with.

Congratulations on almost being a graduate. I feel the same way about NT's most activities they take part do not appeal to me either. I do however enjoy being involved in activities with them. Granted only in small doses. I have 2 brothers how are both NT's they came and visited me on holiday. We played endless hours of rockband. I only play it with them. On my own there is no point. I am flustrated in that I get enjoyment from fixing things once the fixing is done there is no point in my interacting. One the ways I deal with this is al be it inappropriately is to constantly upgrade my personal computer. My computer has three matched video cards running in tri SLI mode and they are water cooled this weekend I will be adding my processor to the water loop. This is all to play a game which runs fine on my tiny laptop with stock Intel graphics.