...nobody wants what I've got. I got in trouble at work for coming online and now I'm going to be given even more boring, menial work. I feel like I've got a big black bag over my head. One of my coworkers is in the hoispital nearly dead of meningitis. It should have been me. He makes lots of valuable contributions to the network, and all I do is f*&k off on line all day. I used to be diligent, caring and motivated until I realized that nobody else gave a crap, as long as I looked busy all day. And until I had my son and lost all time for any outside interests.
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"Lonely is as lonely does.
Lonely is an eyesore."