I wish this world would end

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I can´t understand anything. I can´t comprehend how the world is going on, how people behave. Everything is so confusing, so wrong, so...not how I want it to be. I hate how things are going on in this society, in this world.

I don´t want to live in this world. I think of suicide but can´t do it because it would hurt my family. So I often think the best would be if there was the end of the world, if some meteorite would crash this earth and eveything ended.

Can you elaborate on what is making you feel in so much pain?
Check this out, hope it helps:
http://www.mind.org.uk/mental_health_a- ... l_feelings

I have the same problem. I hate U.S. society, it's not improving, and I'm tired of dealing with it. Suicide seems like the only escape. I haven't found any help in psychology and self-help books because, like everything in this moronic society, they are overly focused on the individual and take the position that all problems are with the individual. I suppose that's all they could focus on, however, because it's not possible to change millions of people. So it seems there is no solution. I've thought about moving to a country that is less dysfunctional.

We really need to speed up progress on creating a safe haven, "Aspie Island".

I think we've all been in your shoes at one point... hang in there.

Seriously speaking, I think it would be a good idea for us concentrate ourselves in a few areas. If we can get our numbers up in a local area, I think we run a good chance of modifying the environment to be a bit more friendly.

Hey Hopetobe,

Just as BlueMax said, most of us has been at this point one time or another.

It's the NT's world, what do you expect?



That is one option. It has its advantages but also its disadvantages:

I want this world to be a better place. That's what I do fight for with all my energy. Sure, I struggle, and fail often, and fall on my face. But sometimes I win. Couldn't do it when I'd be dead.



That's a reason against suicide. But there are reasons for living as well. Just what I wrote, I want this world to be a better place. Working for that goal is worth living for, imo.



Might happen one day. But for the time beeing: fight for the right things. And know: you're not alone.

I hope it ends as well. I truly despise humankind and the universe itself. It is nothing but an unspeakable horror filled with limitless agony, injustice, holocausts, disease, poverty, disability, sadism, racism, ignorance, religious oppression, misogyny, capitalism, etc....ad nauseum. The utter obliteration of all life and matter (<as to prevent this hell we refer to as life from ever arising again) in the universe would be akin to gently and humanely putting a suffering old animal out of its misery. I know i'm not the only one who feels this way. I was actually quite depressed when the Soviet Union collapsed because I knew the likelihood of global thermonuclear holocaust had greatly diminished. There is no god, no love, no hope and absolutely nothing to be happy about or look forward to. Believe in nothing....because 15 billion years after the big bang IS nothing to eternity. Matter and life are simply things that should not be. It is eternity's miscarriage. Why allow life to continue just so SOME people/other non-human lifeforms can experience joy, happiness, riches, etc???....After a brief flicker of time....these people/other lifeforms will dissolve into nothingness anyway. So we allow innumerable humans and non-human life forms to do little but suffer the torments/tortures of the damned for the sake of these fortunate ones??? All suffering ones must sacrifice and endure inexpressible agonies, indignities, miseries, etc....just for the fortunate ones who eventually fade into oblivion anyway??? THIS is fair?!?!?!?!?!? I know.....life's not fair and there's no need to state the painfully obvious which I knew by the time I was four years old. So why not open the gates to the great equalizer of nothingness? How long are we going to sit here and "wait for Godot" or engage in pipe dreams about humans colonizing space or something??? Nothingness would mean no more joy, no more happiness, no more love, no more riches, etc....It would also mean no more cancer, no more wars, no more holocausts, no more malaria, no more agony, no more ichneumon wasps, depression, starvation, torture, serial killers, etc........Where is the sting in existential neutrality???

As for the "ichneumon wasps"....consider this quote from Charles Darwin:


"I own that I cannot see as plainly as others do, and as I should wish to do, evidence of design and beneficence on all sides of us. There seems to me too much misery in the world. I cannot persuade myself that a beneficent and omnipotent God would have designedly created the Ichneumonidae with the express intention of their feeding within the living bodies of Caterpillars, or that a cat should play with mice".




The Gnostics and their latter-day equivalents, the "Anti-Cosmic Satanists" were/are probably on the right track.







http://www.myspace.com/xenrelic/blog/446587326#!



The scales are falling off the eyes of more and more people everyday. Hedonistic nihilism isn't the answer. Total annihilation of all life and matter is.

Here is wisdom. Welcome the eternal night


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"Drones since the dawn of time
Compelled to live your sheltered lives
Not once has anyone ever seen
Such a rise of pure hypocrisy
I'll instigate I'll free your mind
I'll show you what I've known all this time

God Hates Us All, God Hates Us All
You know it's true God hates this place
You know it's true he hates this race

Homicide-Suicide
Hate heals, you should try it sometime
Strive for Peace with acts of war
The beauty of death we all adore
I have no faith distracting me
I know why your prayers will never be answered

God Hates Us All; God Hates Us All
He F***in' hates me

Pessimist, Terrorist targeting the next mark
Global chaos feeding on hysteria
Cut throat, slit your wrist, shoot you in the back fair game
Drug abuse, self abuse searching for the next high
Sounds a lot like hell is spreading all the time
I'm waiting for the day the whole world f***ing dies

I never said I wanted to be God's disciple
I'll never be the one to blindly follow

Man made virus infecting the world
Self-destruct human time bomb
What if there is no God would you think the f***in' same?
Wasting your life in a leap of blind faith
Wake the f**k up can't ignore what I say
I got my own philosophy

I hate everyone equally
You can't tear that out of me
No segregation -separation
Just me in my world of enemies

I never said I wanted to be God's disciple
I'll never be the one to blindly follow
I'll never be the one to bear the cross-disciple

I reject this f***in' race
I despise this f***in' place"

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There is both good and bad in the world and in living. Just try to make the best of it.

I CAN understand you, because I feel the very same way a lot of the time.

It gets frightening when I feel as though I am maybe somehow not capable of understanding what is going on around me, but then I realize that it actually isn't me, the world around me could very well be completely nuts.

lol random package in the mail mum doesn't know what it is I say what if it's a bomb and suddenly I'm paranoid... that's the same as predicting shoes or a teddy bear. peoples logic - ___ -


kill me now I am so much smarter and that's not narcissistic it's just the truth.. :'(

Sweet Pea hugs

Goshey,

That gave me a good laugh! Your post came through just as I was watching "Doomsday Preppers" on TV.