My Mum (who is having a very, very hard time at the moment), took an overdose while I was in Nottingham. She overdosed on my olanzapine - an antipsychotic medication (thank God she did not drink alcohol with it) and was taken by ambulance to A&E straight away (while I was a couple of 100s of miles away) to hospital. I called the High Dependency Unit (she was moved there, as she was unconscious) literally every two hours throughout the day and night. I got barely any sleep. I don't know how I acted relatively OK during the workshop. She was unconscious for a day and a half, but when she woke up, oh my God... She was hallucinating, she was trying to run away, she was delirious, she couldn't speak... I heard her on the phone once and she was babbling, well, sh*t. She couldn't get her words out right; she was like a drunk, but ten times worse. She was trying to say things, she was trying to communicate, but she could not get her words out right. I felt sick when I heard her on the phone, because she was so ill and I felt awful, as if it was my fault (it was my Dad's fault in fact). I came back home by train the day before yesterday, and yesterday I spent the whole day in the ward with her, but luckily she was discharged that evening. Now she is at home, and she was referred to the psychological services, but she's still doing badly.
The main message is,
DO NOT OVERDOSE ON ANTIPSYCHOTICS.
The biology of this is:
Antipsychotics help ill people get better, but if given to healthy people, they do the complete reverse. Luckily the effects are only temporary.
BUT STILL,
PLEASE, FOR YOUR OWN SANTIY'S SAKE,
DO NOT OD ON ANTIPSYCHOTICS
THEY ARE AS BAD AS BAD ACID TRIPS
(Not that I know what acid trips are like, but I do know what psychosis is like, and mate, you don't want to go there)
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.