Google seems to confirm that I will remain alone

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When you search for:

"Master/slave" "true love" virginity

in Google, my Wrong Planet profile and a thread of mine on a BDSM forum come as the top one and top three searches. Also, on fourth place is a thread on some forum, mocking my OkCupid profile (which I have deleted, though). While being mocked does not break my hope to find my true love, finding my Wrong Planet profile as the top search, and my contact thread on a BDSM as the third, is, however, highly depressing. It is very telling of how alone I am... no other posts in sight, searching for the same. I guess I should know by now that I should never have become human. I doubt humanity is even capable of true love, anyway. Probably not even me, seeing as I am human, physically, no matter how non-human I may feel.

Don't feel bad about it, I looked at your profile on WP. You list all the keywords as your interests in the same order as what you searched for in Google. As far as Google is concerned, it found a pretty much perfect match. Couple that with their profiling and there you have a lot of results all somehow related to you.

Maybe you should try to focus less on the virginity aspect (unless that is somehow very important). And perhaps try a different search engine than Google, DuckDuckGo perhaps https://duckduckgo.com/

It is far more than just very important. :/ I'd much rather die a virgin than lose it to the wrong person.... and my true love naturally would feel the same, or else she wouldn't be my true love.

IMHO, I think that's putting a lot of pressure on yourself and probably not very healthy. How will you know when you've found the right girl? And how will she react once she finds out that you want it all to be perfect and to stay with her forever?

Losing your virginity to a girl you love at the time but end up breaking up with later on does not equal losing it to the wrong person per se. It just means you had sex for the first time with a person you loved. I don't see how that could negatively affect a future relationship.

I really think a more casual approach would be better, but that is just my opinion. You should persue what makes you happy.

I doubt too many people type in that exact search to often....I mean it doesn't seem like something most people would search on google so there is a good chance most people don't see that, and even if they do most people wont go to the trouble of trying to figure out your exact identity. And while it sucks having people try and start drama or mock you over the internet I am not entirely sure how it confirms you will remain alone.

Have you gone to any local Munch groups to meet people? Those are good places to start to meet people in the scene. I know people who have made friends there, met play partners there, and some who have even met people they ended up in a committed relationship with there.

If you haven't checked out your local Munch group, I'd really urge you to do so. The membership changes over time so if you have gone in the past and didn't care for the people, keep trying back.

I would like to point out to the people who are dissing the OP for his kinks that nothing that he has described is that unusual in the BDSM scene. While a few of the things aren't the most common kinks out there, it wouldn't be that difficult for him to find one or more people into the same thing as him.

One of the most important things in the BDSM community is discouraging the idea of "Your kink is not ok" (YKINOK). I'm very aware that WP is not the kink community, but the OP did not post that information here on WP, but obviously on a site that was geared toward people in the scene and someone else copied and pasted it here. Unless someone else's preferred kink involves children or animals or nonconsensual acts with others, the mindset of the community is "Your kink is ok, it's just not my kink" (YKIOKIJNMK).

While I disagree with the OP on many, many topics he has posted here, I do not think that anyone here has any right to diss him for something he wrote on another site which was completely appropriate for a site geared toward his target audience. He does argue lots of things here and gets his share of put downs for his opinions on those topics and that's all well and good, but he hasn't shared here or asked for, anyone elses opinion on his private kinks.

Please lets not let this get off into a discussion and witch hunt of someone else's personal preferences.

Sweet Pea hugs

Thank you.

Don't be so insensitive. This is The Haven, people come here to feel better, not to get dissed by people who don't understand them. The guy has some weird kinks, so what? Calling him a serial killer is extremely uncalled for.

Be nice, guys.

Hurt is a feeling and harm is damage. Many people enjoy pain, so they enjoy it when someone hurts them. Most of those people do not want to be harmed, but some do.

The answer to your second question is that a person would post that kind of stuff on OKCupid if they are that lifestyle and looking for someone who is also into that lifestyle. Some people would mention that they were into kink and say that you could message them for the details while others would put something graphic like he did because being very open and discussing it is important to them and it's part of what they are looking for in someone else. Plus, being that graphic and detailed would pretty much guarantee that he won't get any messages from people who misread "I'm into kink" as "I like to leave the lights on and sometimes use whipped cream". The person that answers that ad will be somebody who has experience or is at least familiar with the concepts and open to experiencing them. It's actually a pretty clever way to cut through the people who are fishing around all over and only have people message you who are actually interested. There is nothing wrong with his profile, the only thing wrong was that it was posted right here and also without his permission. If he had posted it himself in the adult section, asking for suggestions on wording or content etc, then I imagine that would be perfectly ok.

You're most welcome.

Have you gone to any local Munches where you are? I'd also like to suggest a newsgroup for you. It's for people in the scene and it's got folks all over the world. You can meet lots of people there and probably find information on where to look in your area. There are people there with no experience and who are just interested and want to learn more about kink and there are people who have been in the scene 30 and 40 years and give lectures and write books about BDSM topics, and people who fall into all the catagories in between those two examples. I've seen pretty much every kink discussed at least once on there, and discussed seriously, so I'm sure you could find someone to at least talk to who is in the same boat with you, if not someone to meet in real life. PM me if you want me to give you the information about he group, I don't want to put it up here.

I don't see anything creepy about it. Just a lack of understanding from some people here about BDSM. It's all role play and it's something both parties enjoy. It's not the same as abuse when it's done not under someone's consent. There are people out there who want a a master and want to be a slave and do whatever their master tells them to do. There are people who want to be tied up and kept there or people who like to be spanked and whipped. What is the harm in all this if both parties enjoy it and it's done with their consent?

BDSM seems like a common sexual kink and there are people that still misunderstand it. They would think the person was being abused if they told them their kink telling them what their master does to them.


Even check out felife. It has lot of weird kinks there, especially BDSM. You don't need to be a kinkster to join there, you can join and be a vanilla because you are just curious.

I'm not sure what munches are, but it sounds like I haven't.... I don't think that would be an option for me, though, really... -_- I will consider your offer about the newsgroup, though - well, actually, you can PM the info to me, already - I'd appreciate it. Maybe it might be an option... maybe.

Thanks to League_Girl for your suggestion, too... I actually already knew about fetlife, though.... never felt like registering, there, however, for no real reason... maybe I will consider it.




Who are you to judge what is and isn't BDSM? You clearly are poorly informed about it, anyway. It is pretty silly that you claim that the piss play, as it use to be called, has nothing to do with BDSM, when it clearly does. Ever read about the humiliation aspects found in BDSM, and how much that appeals to many - indeed including those on the side of being humiliated? Nothing to do with BDSM, has it...? As for the consumption of blood thing.... while it may be arguable how much exactly that relates to BDSM, you may be surprised how common it has been in many cultures to consume blood. Even in Christianity, the wine represents the blood of Jesus - even if Jesus's blood never (as we are aware of, anyway) itself was consumed. Not that I should have to bring up cultural references to "defend" any of what I believe in and am interested in - I couldn't care less if other cultures, past or current, are comparable to my various views, beliefs and interests, but since that seems to be important to you, I thought I would at least mention it. Additionally, the consumption of blood part is, even among "less extreme" people than me, all too often viewed as romantic - just look at all the romance regarding vampires - do you believe it is just a coincidence? Blood has, throughout humanity's history, been connected to many types of religion, spiritualism and ritualism. If you cannot recognize that, then I am sorry to say that you simply are misinformed.

I'll admit, some of that seemed a little OOT to me, but honestly, just because something doesn't seem erotic to you or just seems disgusting, doesn't mean that a person is a creep. It'd be inappropriate at your mom's church singles program, or even a light BDSM site, but we are all entitled to our kinks. I may not get off on his kink, but I will defend to the death his right to do so, and all that. Just so long as no one is harmed.

As for the OP, I'd to say a few things. First, I may be misunderstanding, but you seem to have a very specific set of criteria for defining your "true love." This is setting yourself up for failure. There is no one person who complements you perfectly. There will always be ups and downs, differences and such. Demanding that someone conform to your specific expectations will ensure that you stay alone, because that's not true love, that's narcissism. They don't have to be exactly like you, they just have to accept you for who you are, and you them. That's the closest thing there is to true love.

Second, the fact that an extremely specific search shows only you means nothing. I can tell you for certain, there is virtually no one who will search for "Master/Slave" and "virginity" in the same search. No one would expect virginity to be much of an "interest" in the context of a sexual kink.

My final point is that you don't want to come on too strong. There's more to you than BDSM, more to you than all of your kinks. If you feel the need to share those, tone it down a bit and say something relatively innocuous, like "Dom/Sub" or something, and focus your interests on the stuff like photography, manga, anime, or astronomy. Things like "sex with your future love" may be your interests, but that also makes any woman who you might have a future with fairly off balance. It puts a LOT of pressure on them, because a lot of the time, people are just looking to make a connection, find someone who complements them to have fun with, and that indicates that you are sizing them up as the love of your life. You are, and that possibility has crossed their mind in regards to you if they're on a date with you, but that sort of pressure is uncomfortable, and will drive potential partners away. Things like "youth" and "beauty" bring to mind the idea that when they get old and their looks go, then you'll lose interest. "Romantic Death" send up all sort of red flags. What you need to do is tone down the intensity that you present to people. You don't have to change your interests, but change what you put on a dating profile. They can find out the rest later, trickle down, at a pace they can cope with. Put the innocuous stuff up, and the rest combine into "BDSM" or "Dom/Sub" and you'll be gold.

Anyway, sorry about the novel.

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