Oh I know beyond any doubt that I have it, I won't allow myself to weigh on you with the details though, much less anyone I know personally. Luckily most cases have far simpler triggers than anything directly relating to AS. As a rather outdoorsy person I get my savage beatings from mother Earth generally, but the psychological ones are worse by miles. Whenever something in your personal life drags up those memories, try to focus on how you can impart the strength you're using to mask your feelings on someone who needs it in the moment. Healing is reflexive.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos