Help they did to me AGAIn!

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My father threw in a psych ward again, i missed thanksgiving chrisitmas new years because of them. the drugs i was forced to take nearly killed and they did not care. I literally vomiting blood and bile. im home on pass and the procees of going home .. i in a bind, go home and risk being sent back and stay there for 10 year and with ten pills or stay therre months or maybe a year or to waiting for housing to open up


I have the chance for a low supervision apartment right but i dont think i could handle it/
I have endured sever cognitive and psychological damage and in general at the point of physical mental colapsee
what on earth do i do. i know i have aske for help before but i came close to acking on it could because of the drugs or being locked up.

holy (yes) crap!

Just remember who you are in there. I'd vote for the low supervised living--but what exactly is going on at home to get you thrown around so much?

how old are you?

I suspect that if your father follows you in here and reads your posts or mistakes what you say at home (for instance comments about esp or pyschic), which in the christian bible depending on interpretation and your fathers beliefs on things may not be in your best interests to speak about-that might be an explaination for his throwing you in there.

He could maybe have found his compromise between the conflicting concepts of "thou shalt not suffer a witch to live" (though witchery involves incantations not natural abilities to 'hyper sense') AND "murder" is against the commandments.

Forgetting that all sorts of cool bible people could 'do stuff', or failing to recognize that these were common men.

But, seriously, if your folks are devoutly reading and adhereing to their book don't say or do anything that would have them doubting.


I really don't know why I wrote that..........

and~it has been proven


brain cells will grow back
neuro pathways will reform

please hang in there in your life and your sanity and your health


SeaBright

25 though i feel like 12.
legaly i could move out. but my dad has drained my account, and the darn drugs make it so i cant drive or work or go to school wich what i need to move out. and going off in this house is not a an option. uhm basically when my father or brother get mad they phyiscal and it take nothing to get them mad. My mother then calls the police and lies and says i m entally ill and i a rage(wich i m not) given my histiory the police allways believe her over me, worse my state has no self defense law, so i some one hits you and you hit them back and your not it danger for your life you get arrrest. Also when i go off my natural aspie traits turn back on(obsevisness and hyperactiviity) i get this stupid i idea in my head that i convicnec them how bad these drugs are and what they have done to and that i can share my pain with them. both are dumb ideads they dont want to hear it and confuse my healing processses with sicknesss.

thanks
btw
my father isnt reliogiuous
psycholology is his god (sorry about the spelling)

yeah, they tried to do that to me to to cover up their .....(edited for content) and stuff.


they make something up that hasn't and wouldn't happen, then call the police. knowing full well that aspie girl is just going to be totally befuddled and confused by the activity to think to speak; thus giving the impression of guilt.

Eventually,
the police wise up, as they hate being 'had', and you might find some normalcy.


I hope. I hope. I hope.

Have ya tried typing to the police?
something like-hey my parents make stuff up and then call you so you can codepend their abuse because they know I can't stand up for myself...ect ect...

its so sad to be owned by others. thanks for clarifying.

Last edited by SeaBright on 28 Jan 2007, 9:21 am, edited 2 times in total.

also, find out where your local mens shelters are-just in case. food lines. showers. ect.

thank i will, never thought of that

In that case....

make sure you have some sort of your documentation-such as id, birth certificate, id...id....id..

do you have some form of id?

You'll need it for your social security number-which you will need for work (stop me if ..)


There are daily work daily paid places. LaborReady; LaborWorks. or Under "Employment" in the Yellow pages.

It is tough to but if you don't spend much and utilize the shelter system (try to stash a sleeping bag or have a friend if at all possible to for when the shelter is too full or you are late)

anyways, if you utilize (Im just tossing out ideas here) the shelter system AND the daily paid system AND search around for SERVICES for the disabled (usually through churches ect, but not always and DEFINATELY through your areas WELFARE building, who can also provide you a monthly stipend of food tickets to use at the grocery store while your figuring it all out)

anyways, I see a lot of guys living this way and picking themselves up.

There are a lot of dangers and a lot of opportunities to be victimized, but maybe its not so bad where you are at. Also too is the group cohesion of the underdog, where all problems aside people in this cagegory take care of each other.

Also---!! !! !! !! !! !! Contact GOODWILL. They are the designated highly most known place to employ the disabled-I don't think disability is so much a factor as lack of ability. Check them out on the web at
http://www.goodwill.org/page/guest/about

please check the link.

Any more hypothetical 'what could I do' questions--please send em!

No one taught me a spit about life, the important things like housing, but I've been watching and I totally think that throwing out the important things like this might barely help but might be the only barely help.

oooh oooh oooh! almost forgot.
In reference to rooming.
Often there are (well I dont know how often but 2 coworkers of mine) people who are on elderly pension or whatnot and rent the rooms in their homes to single males down on their luck (or whomever). these 2 guys have their own bedroom for 200 a month all utilities paid. They work at the laborhall for 60 bucks a day. And the labor (paid daily) place is a great place to start to get an idea of what is out there, meet potential employers, without having to get locked into the job.

And of course, there is always fast food, which one can live off of, though barely, again while you figure your journey out. IF that is the way things go. I just don't want you out in the cold with no information.

Again too.......walking into a church office and saying 'Help I've been kicked out, I have autism, I don't know where to go, will you help me?" isn't too incredulous.

The church/foodbank in our town also gives out buss passes.
And
So does the welfare office.

I live in a cold town, and was homeless for a summer when I was a kid-14. Pretty much on my own since a year after that.

And remember! Ghandi could starve himself for a year. A week or 2 wont kill you.

whoah I just helped myself. After totally misunderstanding which goodwill page would help me in finding a job and having a person to guide me-I saw that I had to put in my zip code and then click the www for that towns webpage. I hope your in a big town or one with a goodwill. I'm going to set up an appointment with the goodwill lady.

Also , let me know if you do not have id and I will research how that works if your dad throws you out and you cannot establish your identity.

I still like the supervised living option-provided they are good people to assist you.

Do you think your parents will help you take the steps needed to make the transition to unassisted living in your community>?

im home for a day and a half..... im getting weeker
i get the distinct feeling my family has no idea what their are doing. they feel bad that im thre but have no computntion againt putting me their in the first place, i dont they can see out the conseunces of thier actions beyound like 2 steps or a weeks worth of time, few more weeks and im out. good news my casemanager(like a social worker) is totally on my side and knows what the hell is going on, he says as soon im discharged he get me housing. i would have gone for the apartment but i ididnt feel ready

just talk with my mom she got real testy when she thought i might not take this junk faking nice is tough

I'm glad your case manager is helping you. Sounds like your family isn't helping very much.

sigh. oh thank god. keep us posted and hang in there tiger.