It would be best, if I went the way of the AEC Routemaster.

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I can't find any reasons for me to keep on living.

There is no reason for me to travel to London without the Routemasters in full force.

My least favourite day of the year is approaching. Valentine's Day. I've never had a lover, and with my luck, I'd probably end up with a man who's lower functioning than I am, who has no personality.

My bowel and bladder issues haven't improved, over the past couple of weeks and I think that my weight is causing them. It's like I have to be a sickly waif, in order to have control over my functions, again.

I seem to be driving all of the other members here, at WrongPlanet crazy, with my inflated Ego, and especially in the Random Discussion forum.

It would be best if I went the way of the AEC Routemaster and left you all in Peace.

I'll be looking down at you, from Heaven.

Hey, nothing wrong with a lower functioning love partner, A WOMAN BODY, IS A WOMAN BODY!! !! !! !! !! !

Hey! You were so happy a few hours ago? What happened?

Not me.

It's suddenly struck me that things aren't going in my favour.

WHAT??? cockney??? that cant be your post??! !! !! dont give up, just keep going on the furoms that you go to for teh routemasters and keep trying to encourage them to put them back in service, how about design a safer one, such as wheelchair access, pollution. dont hurt yourself, just ignore the people you hate and only talk to the ones you enjoy!! !!

its really none of anyones business about your weight cockneyrebel, you are you not them, they cannot control how you act or what you look like, with the diet thing, maybe you are in need of good carbs and other food that can help a person emotionally as well as physically and not restricting(on point system, have to attend meetings that charge per visit)

with diet also, please, try nutrisystem if offered in canada!! ! it is not some gimmick or scam, in fact me and ym dad are on it and i lost about 20 lbs since octobor and i know if i can loose 20 lbs and some come off my dad whos had his belly for a long time, im pretty sure it will work with making you happy with your weight,

about the bowel and bladder, i thought you were going to a doc to see about that soon??

plus a real man sees personilty, not just her outsides, maybe right now cupid was throwing broken arrows? its not your fault!! !

you arent driving me insane or crazy one bit, some people may feel upset about things that have happeneed but it will pass,

my feelings about the aec routie, i do have a feeling that they are still in use somewere or some times, such as for parades, fairs, tours but yea i do know you want them in full forces taking palce of bendy busses, but just pelase keep up your positive sprit and dont give up, the hoping and communicating helped me when that high school of mine goofed up on hardware, i fought for about 2 and half years just to get them to use LCN brand door closers, and haha they have them mounted to the doors now and they cant touch or adjust them unless they tell state of nj first,

so please cockneyrebel, dont give your life up because of the routemaster's demise and no man to be found, just keep looking for resources and never know, your favorite bus might go back to work in london like the closers of my high school, it took time to do but sometimes the best things happen after some time,

i also had an idea about garbage trash chutes used in highrises, have not heard anything since the day that the safety committee was goign to present it at a meeting, i have not heard from them since, things take time cockney, somtimes things longer then others,


sorry if it was long and ongoing all,

Well, remember, you're prone to periodic mood swings. You'll probably feel different soon.

I like you.

Random Discussion wouldn't be the same without you, and that's been one of the things that's helped keep me going; I love the threads you post in there, they're my favorites.

You'd be missed too much by everyone here.

I know this sounds selfish, because you do have problems IRL: but we all like you very much, and think of you as our friend, even if we haven't met you in person.

Please stay.

It wouldn't be the same without you!

What ended up happenning with your dr appointment anyway? It seems that your problem should be easy enough to fix...

I follow the buddhism ideal and reject most things as having value.

I recommend doing the same. But if something is truely important
enough that its "death" will spell your own death. Then it worth staying alive to make sure that thing can live on in you.

You never know in 20 years you own a museum with historic transportation machines.

You ain't even close to driving me away from my psoting,PLEASE DON'T LEAVE US!! !! !

I'm fairly new here (lurked quite awhile, just started posting), but I have to tell you that I don't want you to leave. I've read some of the things that you have posted and I totally relate to your bowel problems. I have IBS and I have gone through periods where I had accidents. It was totally embarassing, but I got through, and so will you. There are things that you can do that might help that. I managed to find a wonderful husband even with my bowel problems. Some men, the ones worth having, simply don't care about things like that!

It sounds like you are having a really bad day. Please remember that there are friends here who care!

Don't leave! You're special in your own ways...

Here's A song to cheer you up! !

Smile to life!

Those three words are hard to grasp when you feel down, but try nevertheless. The more you think of your problems, the more problematic they become. We all have some s**t in our lives, but it doesn't get worse than we make it ourselves.
I am pretty sure you will find a high functioning soulmate. When you stop looking, they pop up. Happens to me when I don't actively look for a lover. About your bowel and bladder functions, I don't really have any advice to give since I'm no expert on those functions.

And you're not driving anybody nuts in the random discussion forum. You're our mascot, damnit! How can you possibly drive anyone mad?

Cheer up

I know that we are supposed to be cheering up Cockney, but your choice of words made me laugh. Sorry....

Chipmunk is right... I don't think we discussed the possibility of IBS or other chronic lower-digestive disorders in that last thread. Mainly we were talking about infections and gallstones. Anyway, if it turns out to be IBS or Crohn's or something like that, you could go look for a support group so you wouldn't feel so alone about your problem.

I don't know if you ever saw the movie "Ladykillers" - there was a couple there that met at an IBS support group. However, they were in a less-than-flattering roll (career criminals) and the guy's IBS was getting in the way of his career in crime. It was pretty funny in its own way. Possibly it could make you laugh at the situation, which is always a good thing to do.